Wednesday, December 31, 2008
HELLO HUMANZ! Today is the 31st! Tomorrow is 09! It's so fast. Seemed like yesterday we were walking down the indoor track and saying,"OMG! It's Module 4 already!" And Miss xoxo will go,"Yeah. Next thing you know,we'll be counting down for 2009" And it's happening today!! :/I am excited for the new year but it scares me. Like all of this is past now. But you know how I see it this year? That it's just a NEW year. Things can still be the same. :)
So yes,my 2008 has been awesome. From the running,to the studies,to the life. I realised today that this year,I ran because I love it. Winning wasn't really in my mind. I just ran,like how I used to. Not thinking too much. But to just run. That's the way I like it.
Cause I realised if you stress yourself too much,you'll lose the passion for it and I'm not ready to give it up. :)
So yeah. And love comes in different aspects. From my parents and sisters,I found love. From my friends,I found love. And I guess that's all I need now. Boys.. Maybe later. But these are my pillars to get me going for now. :)
Memories. Memories. Memories. :) Awesome. :)
From LJ!
The bus ride to school made me look back into 2008 and I said,"I wanna leave it as it is cause it has been awesome!" I saw myself growing from emo kid to happy person. :) There are problems here and there but it made me stronger. Like compared to last year,this year rocked! :) I love it so much.
From New Zealand to San Francisco to Thailand to Vietnam. It was all so great! Everything happens for a reason and I'm glad I missed PSG cause I think if I went,I would get shin splint. Haha. So it's a good in a way. Memories have been blogged,have been written down. :)
Although I didn't achieve the straight As I wanted (due to Languages. 69 and 68. -.- ),I did improve a lot in certain subjects like Science. :D
And during my bus ride,I was thinking of all the good things and I had hard time remembering the bad. Like the Fiona hate-tag thing,the Angela-Habibah war. Haha! Those things just didn't come into my mind.
But more of the staying up at 4am laughing and going to school like zombies. The Mystery Jam 12. The one Liang Wei burnt her noodles in the microwave and got the WHOLE lounge of USF with a burnt smell and our shirts also. So when we went up,our neighbours were like,"Is something burning?" Hahahah! CLASSIC! :)
All the fun times. :) And this year,I realised that I don't need a guy's love now. My family's and friends' are enough to keep me going. They're my pillars. Boys.. Later.
And I thank Allah s.w.t for this AWESOME year I had. And I pray that I'll be a stronger and good willed person in 2009. I will try my best to keep the 5 Rukun Islam and 6 Rukun Iman. InsyaAllah. All will be well. :)
So to all readers,I hope 2008 was a good year for you. If it wasn't,let it go. 2009 will be better for you. God will never make one's life miserable. That,I'm sure. You just have to look on the brighter side of things. :)
All the best for 2009! And I hope you find joy and peace next year. :)
2008,you were AWESOME!
2009,I hope you'll beat that. :)
