Friday, October 17, 2008
I am pissed and angry at you. So if I'm not talking to you,then it's not my fault. Cause you caused it. You should have thought about it before sending that message. This year won't be like any other year. In fact,it'll change from now on. You've changed. That's all I realised. I guess you don't really care anymore or maybe you do,but you put maybe yourself before others. Maybe this is a one-sided thing but then,all would have agreed until you gave them a choice. I don't know why,but maybe you forgot that I wasn't free AT ALL. And maybe you forgot that all was alright with the date,until you changed it and gave them a choice to pick on. And then there came that slang again on the phone. That totally changed my mood and I didn't want to talk at all then. Guess now,I'm not gonna talk to you. Until you know how hurt I am.So anyway,that was one. Another would be just right below this.
I don't know what happened to the whole bunch of us. Like we're suddenly so separated ever since I have no idea when but yeah. Now... I hate being sitting on the fence but that's what I'm gonna do. It's gonna stay that way. No one's with me cause it seems that almost everyone is taking sides. I know you've bitched about me but even so,even how bad or how far the bitching went,I'm still not going to take sides. Because I've let it go. It only means one thing,but that one thing,I'm not going to share. So I hope all goes well soon. If not,I'll still be on the fence no matter what.
Lots of Love,
Habibah
