{ 10:33 PM }

Okay seriously. I AM FEELING THE RAYA FEVER NOW. Not as much as last year but I'm definitely feeling it. I'll prbly go over the moon after buka tomorrow. And I'll be one happy kid on Wednesday. HELLO! It's RAYA! Aidilfitri! Wowza. It's just TOO FAST. Can't. Believe. It. I'll be happy going around shifting cars. HUR HUR. :P
{ 10:51 PM }

Someone I love sent me a text message this morning. This is what it says:


{ 9:25 PM }

Haha. Oh and I've been talking to Oliver since 3.40am. That's not my motive okay,to wake up so early. :P I should really get started with work. :/ Cos Oliver's taking a shower and I've got no one to to talk to. (No wonder I smelled something. Must be myself. HAHAHAH! Okay. Lameeeee. -.- ) All the best to him for his 3 tests tomorrow. And to the rest who are having tests. *Eyeing at you Mus*
{ 4:09 AM }

It's 3.4oam in the morning and I just woke up. Sounds like I overslept but no,I woke up this early to do my work. My brain only works well at this time of the day if I'm studying. From 4am to 7am. School will just be school.

So I buka-ed at Mus' house yesterday and it was awesome. Her mum cooked mee goreng for us and we had crab meat popiah. I came as usual,the last one. I didn't know the rest were gonna be there at like 5pm early. I came at 6. Haha!

I TRIED doing my work but couldn't make it so ended up talking instead of doing work. Only Suri looked like the one on task. Hur hur. Syirah was on the phone texting 24/7. Mus.. Sat on a nail and went "F***!" in front of her mum. Hahaahahah! But her mum was cool.

Another one was the Berita Harian thing. Cos Mus showed Syirah the page that got a lot of hantu.

Syirah: Okay.
Suri: *after realising the picture* Sial ah!
Syirah: Ehh,omg. Sial ah. I didn't see that.
Suri: Aaaaah!
Mus: AAAAAAHHHH! *throwing the newspaper upwards for no apparent reason*

Suri left early. So we watched F1. And we were laughing quite a lot but I bailed a while to do my Geog. And it was time to go. So Mus sent us down. I took a cab cos I was lazy. :/ And Syirah took 229. Reached home and slept. Now,I'm here. :D

Mum's sleeping on the chair (not sofa). She's been cleaning the house since like before I went to sleep. :/ Okay. So good day people! :D
{ 3:40 AM }

It's exactly 3am now and I'm not asleep. Firstly,I just painted the room...green. :/ It's like those dark green coulour but I hope my sis can come out with a cool design since she said she's good. HAHAH!

I think I'm gonna die of..What do you call that? When you smell too much paint. Drug abuse? Haha. Smelling paint's like smelling glue so I guess it's a drug. :/

Secondly,I'm not tired or at least that's what I think but not my body. I think I'm able adapt to the world anytime. That's pretty good I guess. I won't get jet lags(although I really want one). :) San Fran didn't give me any and I wonder why cos almost EVERYONE suffered from it except me... :/

Thirdly,I can't sleep. I refuse to. Maybe that's why I'm not tired. Or maybe I am but I just don't want to sleep. Been thinking a lot. About everything. You and you. How I don't feel that vibe of raya. How tonight ended. How... Nvm. I guess I'll just drown myself in my iPod and drift off to sleep? Maybe,just maybe. I will.


{ 3:00 AM }

{ 11:53 PM }

Oh yes. And highlight of yesterday. Sha,Ilma and I sprinted for no apparent reason to the General Office yesterday morning. Cos we had duty and we weren't THAT late. But suddenly after we said Hi to Ms Ong at the Cat Nursery,Sha started jogging then running so all of us ran and was panting at the end. Sha walked fast first so we followed. Homg. My roommates are fast. Haha! Ex-trackers what... Of course! :D

Then Ilma,after I bathed,screamed at me and I got shock so I screamed as well. Basket. SECOND TIME!! :/ Hahaha!
{ 12:38 PM }

This picture is my fav of all fav. :D

{ 12:26 PM }

So that post just.. Nvm. Anyway,yesterday was Zone/National Colours Award. As usual,it was boring and I couldn't wait to take my award Was pretty much pumped up when the row before us got up. And was even more pumped up when it was our row's turn.

I got both for 1st time. So it's 1-1. After that,we went to the washroom and took loads of pictures. Came out,took 2 timer pics and one of the ushers were like "Your school taking photo". Then all 8? 9? of us saw the WHOLE red blazers people up on stage so we sprinted and got in it on time. :D

Then there was the Noreen-Heart-Attack incident. HOMG! That shocked me to the core and all of us had to cover her from behind. And since I was DIRECTLY behind her,I had to,had to help her zip her skirt. Kinda funny to think about it again though. Haha. I was giggling to myself on my way back home. :/

Went back with Hamizah and then went to the hospital to see my cousin. She literally broke his thigh while riding a bike. Yeah. Kinda sad. His whole right thigh is put in a cast. And to think I would want to ride a bike. Actually,I can. If I don't ride it like super fasttttt. Even if I want to ride fast,I'll go somewhere where the road is NOT used at all.

Came home. And yeah,that was when the night turned sour. Wish to not talk about it cos it's too much to handle. Good Day.
{ 12:17 PM }

I guess that's the reason why I always keep to myself at home. You don't understand me,and you never will. All you think of is good grades and the goods of everything. Guess you never take into account what we're going through. Or at least what I'm going through.

Life will not be the same cos you just ruined my once in a lifetime opportunity to make everything right. Tonight was the night but you had to take it away from me.
{ 11:17 PM }

I am back home,again. I reached home later today though. Training was in Macritchie and I don't really like it. Mr Pedro tried to chase me for stridings and I didn't want him to overtake me even though there's no punishment. So I guess,that was his motive. Like to make me run my best. :D

Pfft. Zone and Nationals Colours tomorrow. I'll be having eye bags on stage cos... I'll be sleeping late tonight. :(

HOMG! My house is damn kecoh. My sister's friends are here and they're like quarelling over God knows what. Noisy. 2 girls,2 guys. Bad bad bad. Too noisy.

Anyway,school was pretty okay today. Hangman during English was DA BOMB cos it was lame.
-.- I'm so sad and depressed cos I won't be able to help out for p6 camp. Got that RG conference thing. Sighhhh. I've been so looking forward to it. DEPRESSING. :(

Okay,I gotta do my work now. See you bums soon. :D


{ 9:21 PM }

Good Morning everyone. I'm a zombie today. I'm so so tired. I think I'm gonna die soon. But I got to finish my play. I've got no idea on what to write. I wanna write it well. But I can't think which makes me wanna scream and throw everything around. Too tired.

So a lot has been going on. I've been sleeping really early on most nights and been waking up late. :) Yesterday's weather was just DA BOMB. I couldn't wake up,at all. I refused to.

Went back with Hamizah and we talked and talked. Played pickleball before that it was crazy. :P

Okay,I'm going to eat now. We're going to Macritchie today. :( << That means I don't wanna go cos I DO NOT like Macritchie. All the joggings up slopes and down slopes. :( :( :(

P.S: Thanks Oliver. :)


{ 4:31 AM }

I think I'm really weird cos I like to wake up super early to do my work and like to sleep really late doing nothing productive. Might as well don't sleep. But I can't cos if not I'll be sleeping in all classes and my marks will just go down like the stocks market a week ago(?). Okay lame and so Geography. :/ Goodnight.
{ 9:03 PM }

It's good to hear that laugh and that noise from you again.
{ 8:11 PM }

OH YES. AND LJ POSTS ARE LOCKED. THANK YOU. If you're lucky,you get to read. :P
{ 8:38 PM }

It's not wrong to write what you REALLY REALLY think right? So this is what I've BEEN thinking of.

Have you ever come to certain point where you don't know who to trust anymore? Like after so much that has happened. You don't know whether you should trust and let people in like right through you. I have. And it's still tough.

Everyone's pretending if you haven't realised. Your parents are pretending,your family. Everyone. So it has been more of like a human hobby or a human personality that cannot be extinguished. Again,I always write out of point cos I don't know where I'm heading. So I'll just stop here.

Just ask yourself,who are they and what's their purpose.
{ 8:32 PM }

Good evening. I am now a tired piece of crap. I feel like sleeping for real. But I can't cos I'm having sst in the room and I can't misuse the trust. So I shall just do my work till 9 then sleep.

Slept at like 2am yesterday. Couldn't sleep well. Kept waking up like nobody's business,tossing and turning feeling 1) Hungry 2) Just can't sleep. Woke up at 4.44am and smelled food. Haha. Ilma was eating. I slept through till like 6.09am then I woke up,brushed my teeth and started on my argumentative essay.

Last night was DA HORRID. Cos I was so damn high and yeah,just so damn high. I was just waiting for the right time.

So today,early in the morning,I was already screaming and shouting like free and yeah. I think.. Nvm.

Geog was cool. China is cheating on us. History was fun. Okay la. Not AS fun but still,fun. English was dotz. I did well for my essay and Paper 2 though. First ever time I got like 22/30 for essay and it wrote there,"Gd Writing. =)" Science was dotz. Just went through test paper. Math was more dotz.

Failed Math quiz TERRIBLY! It's my FIRST time and I'm so sad. :( Got like 5/33. Am probably lowest amongst EVERYBODY. Sucks. Big. Time. But I whatever,I'll just get my concept right and do well for the other quizzes and do well for my test. :) Like what Ms Lynn said,it can happen. So yeah,it CAN happen. And it WILL. :D

Did Geog test in the library. Interfered with training time. I was like half an hour late but I told Mr P already,so it was okay. Geog was :O Research,research,research.

Training was gym and Nabilah is... I feel like strangling that girl. HAHA! :P Bully me sia. Junior bully senior.. :(

I am half alive now. Optimistic eh. Haha. Okay,lame. -.- Got History and English to do..

P.S: My Malay's improving. I got 72 for this module. HOMG. After like 7-9 months!! FINALLY! :D It's coming back. Work. Harder.
{ 8:03 PM }

Good Day Earthlings. I just finished two of my computer related homework. Math Journal Writing and I'm halfway through my Malay Project. I think it's not bad. I mean what I've found out so far is pretty interesting.

But what I don't like is that how,people link it to something else that is really bad and the opposite. Not saying bad about the Malay Community or anything but I saw some really disturbing web pages by our own masyarakat. Go type Masalah Remaja Melayu and you see a whole lot of links. There were lucah ones and all. The world IS coming to an end.

No one appreciates what we're here for anymore. Even worse,no one appreciates our religion. Kita semua dipandang rendah. Cos of terrorism and all. I would like to fight for it but I've got no power and it seems so very impossible cos there's too many people going the left way.

I'm not alim or anything but I wished Remaja Melayu Islam now,would realise that how religion is important and if their Aqidah is good. We won't be treated badly. It's all about Akhlak and Iman. I know little but I wouldn't mind attending classes just to know more (although I haven't gone for madrasah in weeks. :/)

Anyway,the point is. I'm still proud of being an anggota of Masyarakat Melayu Islam cos although it has been tough,it has been great. There's this barrier for me which I can't cross over and if I do,Allah s.w.t would be upset. So it helps me to keep away from the bad side of hawa nafsu.

Okayyy. I still got a lot more to write for my project on Mengapa Saya Harus Bangga Menjadi Anggota Masyarakat Melayu. :D Wish me luck. Even if my scores are like shit,at least I learned something and already have. :)


{ 6:33 PM }

Ahhhh. !@#$% I can't fast. !@#$% !@#$% !@#$% Why now?!?! Why wasn't it like last week or sth. !@#$% It's the week of Lailatul Qadr and I CAN'T fast. !@#$% Damn. It.

Like I told Mus,I'm going to leave this year's Ramadhan sad cos I feel like I didn't ibadat enough which SUCKSSSS like !@#$% !!! Urgh!! Im so sad. :(

Lailatul Qadr is like THE greatest time of Ramadhan. If you're lucky,you'll get it or something like that and it's a TRUE blessing. Like it's really really GREAT. It's like Allah s.w.t is opening HIS door to you only. That's how GREAT it is.

And to Syirah,I don't know if you know my blog but whatever,I know yours but malas want to link. You keep changing!! Mane tak malas. Hahah.

Anyway,we'll always be here for you. Come on la. Friends since like what,Primary 5 and you expect us to walk away from what you're dealing with. Hur hur. No way. So don't stress,don't stress. We're here. Mus will FOREVER be there cos she got NOTHING better to do than cari org yang ade problem. HAHAHAH! I'm kidding. We both will. Love you guys loadsssss! :D
{ 1:08 PM }

Oliver is the best person in the world right now cos he made me smile inside out a whole damn lot in just 20 minutes. Yeah,cos he had to go. Again. Oh well. I'll talk to him again soon. I hope. So Thank You and Goodnight cos I'm sleeping for real now. He came online and I ate. Now,it's time for sleep. :D

OH yes,before I do just that. I was telling my mum in the car just now about the one week off from track thing during the holidays. And I was like,"You buy me one ticket to Switzerland. I go holiday myself. Haha." Then she was like,"Eh eh,lawa. Or can. I pay for you then you go with Aunty Jah." HAHAHA! Imagine if I could. It'll be so awesomely cool. Like wow. I'm on holiday alone. :D Then maybe I can go see Oli. HAHAH!

Okay Habibah. Dream on. Although it's possible. Where's the money. Air tickets gonna blow cos it's DECEMBER and you're gonna be lost there. :/ Damn,how I wished it would and can come true. :(
{ 4:52 AM }

I was just reading some stuff and it got me thinking how 21 days can change your life. The course of it,can make your world go round or upside down.

Anyway,goodnight. I need to go ice my leg. :) Oh and did I tell you that I ONLY ate 3 pieces of bread yesterday cos I was really tired to even open my mouth? Yeah,I did. Like I literally ate with my eyes closed. So. Damn. Tired.

Yeap,so goodnight. It's 4am already. I'm going to eat and sleeeeeeeep. Sleep is heaven and it would be heaven.


{ 3:59 AM }

Good Morning world. It's 3am and I'm not asleep. I just got back from my aunt's house.

So today,woke up really late(3.30pm). I was really tired. And had really weird dreams. We were in Vietnam and they were having PSG there. Nvm. Not the point.

So broke fast at Simpang Bedok again,now a different place. And yeah,I was pretty embarassed so I hid myself at 7 Eleven first until my sister called me to sit at the then,our table. My English is not making sense now but who cares...

So after that,we went back to the car. I wanted to sit behind so when I was only halfway in,my dad moved a little already. Leaving my body not sitted(?) down,my sister still outside,the door open,and the chair not in it's right position. :)

And then something else happened. Cos Alisha called Alinur and she was like,

Alisha: Alin.
Alinur: What?
Kakak: Wah,Alin sey.
Alinur: What. My friends call me that what.
Me: So she your friend all now la. Alin,Alin.
Alisha: What sey. Short form. My friends also call me Ali,Lisha,Alish..
Me: ALISH! Haha. Lish. Lish sound like dog. Like the dog leash.
Kakak: Haha. Leash.. *Turns back to look at me* Eh eh,you say leash to me.
Me: Er. Leash.
Kakak: Dog,dog.
All: Huh? HAHAHAHAHH!

And all of us started laughing cos she meant to say woof,woof and not dog,dog. Hahahaha!

Went to send my dad off for work then we went to Geylang. Geylang is like packed. I think the WHOLE Malay society was there. Met Suri,Nadia,Nadhra and a few others whom my mum knows but I don't. I bet if I went to the bazaar,I would have met like a dozen friends cos apparently,Mus and Syirah were there too.

So went to look for curtains etc etc. Baju raya. I mean one last one for me I guess cos I want red. Like kain songket type. None is to my liking this year. Last year's one was loveeeee. :) :) So I've got silver,blueish green,beige and I don't know. Prbly reuse last year's one which I really really like.

Then yeah,nothing more. Got really cranky at 1.30am cos I was really tired and we weren't home yet.

Abg Luqman gave me a motorbike helmet and I think it's cool. It's like those racer helmets. It's for scramblers but yeah,I've got it. :D Yayza!

SO now I'm waiting for pre-dawn meal,then I can go to sleep. Prbly wake up at 12.30pm cos I need 8-10 hours. Bathe. DO my homework. I have to. :/ No no,I have to and I would LOVE to do it. It's gonna be fun! I. AM. GOING. TO. LOVE. IT. :)


{ 3:30 AM }

Did you ever wonder what it would be like if you weren't here anymore?
Like you're suddenly gone.
How would your world react?
Whatever you imagined is wrong.
There's nothing romantic about death.
Grief is like the ocean,
It's deep and dark,and bigger than all of us.
And pain is like a thief in the night.

-Samantha Walker
{ 7:57 PM }

It was meant to be a game,but it led the wrong way.
As much as I want to have it back,I know I can't.
It'll be all too different.
It'll be all too sudden.
& That's why it's never going to happen.
Cause the truth is revealed.
& It might just change the rest of our lives.
Each and everyone of us.
{ 7:57 PM }

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness.

What if I told you,your tears haven't been ignored,
And everything that was taken can be restored;

Butterflies are free to fly and so they fly away,
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why.
Even through it all I'm always on your side.

Have you ever heard the sounds,
In the shadows of a song?
Have you ever felt their words,
Blow right through you from beyond?

'Cause years pass and people change.
The bluest skies can turn to gray,
And though it's gonna hurt for now.
Every ship must sail away;



{ 7:57 PM }

I think I'm either mentally retarded or just deprived of childhood. Either choice,it's pretty lame. Why I say that? Cos I was acting like as if I haven't sat on the motorbike for years. The last time was the day I went to Dipna's house. I was actually pretending to ride it. -.-

Anyway,I stayed off the computer last night just to study for my Science test which was today and I did pretty well for a person who didn't attend like a kazillion lessons and crashed the topic only a night before. 13/20. If I DO get to do my Practical 2,I might be getting an A but if not,I'll be getting a B. :(

Goal for end year report card,straight As. :) Just gotta buck up for Malay. :)

The ONLY thing I remembered bout last night was how SHOCKED I was when I stepped into my room.

I was from Wendy's room and wanted to go to my room to get my water bottle. So when I saw my room,the only thing that I was focusing on was my red black pole for pole vault cos it looked REALLY creepy from outside plus only my table lights were on. So when I walked in,just as I passed the door by a little bit,I saw this figure stopped right beside me. So I screamed and ILMA.... With her green towel screamed also and shouted "HABIBAH!" with BIG eyes. I almost had a heart attack. Worse still,it was lights out already. So we started rolling on the floor and laughing about the incident. And was still laughing when we both were washing up. HAHAHAHA!
Slept at 2am talking to Wei Ning and Ilma. Was really tired so I slept and woke up at 4.30am to eat. Had REALLY bad tummy aches.

Went down for morning training at 6.50am cos I can't run and did pole vault. :D I can do it with my weak leg which is considered good. Yayza!

School was as per normal bla bla bla. Helped Jovi with his Three Gorges Dam assignment then went for physio to ice my leg. Ankle's getting better and I'm getting happier. :D

Slept in the room till like 4pm. Then folded my blanket,switched off the fans and left for home. The weather was hot and I was wearing my school uniform back. :/

Buka-ed at Simpang Bedok's Syed. Went to buy like snacks and snacks and snacks and met Suri. Gosh,it's been too damn long since I met her. But I didn't get to see Cik Yati though. Oh wells.

Now,I'm off to do some other things like I don't know what. Just waste time tonight. Will start doing work tomorrow after I wake up at like 12pm. HAHAH! :)

So have a good night earthlings! May it bring peace and joy tonight cos it's the FRIDAYSSSS! :D
{ 7:57 PM }

SSTing in the room feels so good although I do get distracted. I gotta revise for my Science test on Friday and yeah. Am having headaches and my neck is really pain. I have no idea why. I might just faint again but let's not hope so cos the feeling BEFORE you faint,sucks. :)

So yeap. Just bored and okay,whatever. :/


{ 7:55 PM }

So I woke up today with a really really painful ankle. Like seriously. Was thinking whether to use the crutches or not for pre-dawn meal. So in the end I didn't. Went to the washroom to brush my teeth and the next thing I knew,I was already on the floor.

YES,I FAINTED.

My head hurt like HELLLLL a lot. I guess Ilma rushed in for me. Thank God she was there. If not I'll be lying on that floor for hours.. :/ Thanks Ilma! Appreciate it really really a lot. Love you loads! :)

Went for physio,iced,crutches were handed to me although I didn't really need it THAT much cos I was fine walking but maybe I needed just a little bit more of support. So yeah.

I am gonna flunk Math quiz on God knows what the hell is congruency and similarity.

Malay was okay. I did my Paper 2. Cos I missed school for Vietnam the other time.

So now I'm here trying to find Ep 4 of 90210.

ONE TREE HILL WAS FRIGGIN' SAD! I swear. Like I watched 5 minutes of the show and started crying already. It was THAT sad. I mean if you knew the characters well and stuff,you would be crying. Yes,I was crying like mad at the end of it. ESPECIALLY the last part. :( :(

Okay,shall go rest now. Good Day Earthlings!
{ 2:49 PM }

The blogger sprained her ankle today playing soccer. :/ That's all you need to know. And I hate it cos we'll be doing pole vault on Friday. Something I ACTUALLY love to do. And now,I won't be able to cos I won't be able to take off with my LEFT leg. :( Plus,I'm having flu so I would have fainted if my teammates didn't sit me down. So thanks people! :D

School was boring today.. Like I wanted to dieeee in English. Mr Jiow didn't come so I watched One Tree Hill on my iPod. :D :D Math was okay.

My mum bought drinks and Ramly burger for me. :D SO I ate in the dining hall after I ate my rice. :D Thank you. :)

Hin Ann just massaged me and she has REALLY powerful hands. And also has lame jokes with her like forever. Thanks for trying to release the TIGHT muscles. :D Although most of it were in the butt but thanks! :D

Okay,I am going to sleep now. Angela just hugged me like a few minutes ago and I SWEAR I don't and didn't know what to do... Goodnight!
{ 10:25 PM }

Good Evening world. And as per normal,I was junking with junk food.

I slept at 3am last night,woke up at 4.30am and went down to eat. I am tired. :( And in the end,our MATH homework was postponed to next week. :(

School was alright. Got back History and Math results. Slept in English class. 3/4 of the class were sleeping. Mr Jiow didn't mind cos he too,didn't feel well. Science was a BIG question mark. Math was CRAZY! Ms Lynn was laughing like crazy and she made us laugh like crazy also.

Training was alright. I am really really really tired. I fell asleep like half an hour ago and going to sleep again.

Mr Pedro will be going back to Chile from 28 October to 9 December. That's FREAKING long!! A month plus without a coach. And From the 1st to 8 December,we wouldn't be having training. So I can go elsewhere then,I hope I am. Just anywhere where I won't see the track. :)

SO now I'm going back to sleep. Goodnight! :)
{ 8:42 PM }

hellooo.
i'm helping my beloved roomie blog.
hehe, she's on her bed nw,
mumbling to herself.
i think she's singing herself to sleep.
creeepy right? :/ hahha!

aiyah, let her be lah.
she slept at like 3 plus?
yeap, doing her math hmwrk.
so own right she, hardworking yo.
my roommate whaaat, of course man xD

hmmm okaayye.
she's gna wake up at 9 plus and i dunnow,
do her whatever.
but i DOUBT she will wake up lah pls.
she's daaaaamn tired, poor thing yo ):

anwwwwwwww.
its 814pm nw.
supposed to be doing my work,
which i will.
eventually (;

♥ roomie on bed 23 :D
{ 8:04 PM }

Good Evening. I woke up from a terrible nightmare this morning at 8am. The dream freaked me out until when I went out of the room I was very very cautious. Afraid that something will just BOO me from the front. :/ It was scary and very very bloody.

So after that,I spent time on the computer and then not so much time on Math. Yes honey,it's Math all over again. I'm kinda of the brink of screaming at the paper. Then again,I'll be labelled as "Someone who yells at inanimate objects," which I already am. Who doesn't scream at computers or phones are definitely abnormal people. Haha!

10 more minutes to breakfast and I'm holding up just fine. :D

HEY PEOPLE!
SCHOOL'S TMR!! ANYONE EXCITED YET? FEELING THE ADVENTURE ALL OVER AGAIN??

Righttt. People are the least bit excited of going to school. Because tonight will be the night when a lot of people will stay up to do last minute homework and I'm included. Although,I am a littleeeeee bit excited cos I get to go crazy and sit on window rails in Boarding School. HAHA!

Angela! Read that! SIT ON WINDOW RAILSSSSSS! 8 storeys above ground level. Hur hur. :P

Alright,I haven't packed which I was supposed to do hours ago. And then I'll be headed back to school. Awesome! :D That way,I can study WITHOUT distractions cos everything I need is within reach. :D
{ 6:48 PM }

{ 12:17 AM }

Couldn't get Eleanor Rigby so I guess Anna Molly by Incubus will be cool. :D
{ 6:01 PM }

I had a good after pre-dawn meal sleep. With UNCOUNTABLE dreams. :) So I woke up from a call from my mum telling me to cab down to Joo Chiat to get baju raya. Damn. I want to stay at home. I think I'm the MOST boring youth alive always wanting to stay at home. Sheesh.

So yes,have I told you I LOVEEEEEEE Coldplay? No? Ok. I LOVE COLDPLAY! They have like the coolest doesn't-make-sense lyrics. I like those type. But if you read the song deeper then maybe you'll understand the song.

And I love musicians whom people like for their music not of their looks or appearance. Example,JONAS BROTHERS. THEY ARE HORRIBLE! I do not like them. Well,I did like them when I first saw them on the American Dragon Jake Long theme song video.

Now people are just going crazy over them for their appearance. Oh well. I'd stick to Travis. HAHAHA! Fran Healy is fineeeeeee. :D And We The Kings and Stereophonics and Jack's Mannequin. Andrew McMahon is wow. And you get me. All the never heard before musicians.

And... I'm in love with the song Eleanor Rigby by The Beatles. Maybe I should put it as my blog song. :D Alright,see ya!


{ 1:38 PM }

I tried to watch Privileged. But nope,not my type. I closed the window when there's a quarter more left of the show. So now I'm going to sleep and wake up at 4am tmr for pre-dawn meal. And then homework and more homework.. :(


{ 12:20 AM }

habibah najihahbi(: says:
you are really lame..
LeowAn-drew 11 [Gift x Practice x (discipline) = Talent] says:
Leow Andrew-me
LeowAn-drew 11 [Gift x Practice x (discipline) = Talent] says:
L.A.me

Andrew is lame. Definitely.
{ 9:45 PM }

_-- bleah --_ says:
polar bears have bad estimations

Hahaha! This made me laugh like crazy. School related stuff. I mean if you guys know polar bear who checks on us,then you know who I'm talking about.

So anyway,training was DA BOMB today! :D We only jogged like 18 minutes then the poles came. Took like a good half an hour taping our poles. MINE'S RED AND BLACK YO! :D We did like pole vault drills at the indoor track. My arms never ached like crazy before.

And early in the morning when we started stretching,Liang Wei and I had the same face expression when we stretched our inner hamstring. Cos it was aching like a duck! :/

The rain held most of us back. Well,okay. Mr Pedro,myself and Liang Wei only. So we talked about how Liang Wei has to study hard for bio. HAHAH! Biologyyy.

I came home,bathed and poof. Knock out. Then it was time for breakfast. :D

GRRR! I'm so pissed! All my pictures are goneee! I can retreive the NZ ones from Khai or Ilma cos they have the cd I burnt for them. The Turkey ones are in the Acer laptop,I think. The Perth ones are just fugly although I do miss it. BUT THE CHUCKING SAN FRAN ONES ARE GONE! LIKE VANISHED! Chuck,duck,tuck man! Nvm. I will remember the pictures in my head like forever. Or maybe if I go again next time(IF),I'll remember what I did bla bla bla. I miss SF.

P.S: I'm still waiting. :(


{ 8:16 PM }

Hello world. Training was okay today. I expected like a long run or sth but no. It was the slackest warm up I've ever had. We did LOTSA exercises and I'm expecting myself to ache tmr. Well,I'm aching badly already from I guess,floorball. Oh well.

Bathed and dropped by TPS. Okay la,not really drop drop but kinda hung around there. I went to meet Ms Low first. Like literally meet in the Principal's office. Everytime they say that,it's like a bad thing but nvm. You won't get my point.

So I stayed and was frequently visited by Miss Yeo cos she was so free. Haha. Talked to her for a while before the PM session started then tried to do my Math which I failed to do so,terribly. Like I really really forgot EVERYTHING that we learnt. :/

So I went up,then talked to Mdm Bath and was joined later by Cikgu Hafidah. Then Cikgu left cos she wanted to go home. Miss Yeo came again then talked and talked. She was marking at the same time. And her class didn't start like until one and a half hours later. So.. She practically killed my time. :)

And I swear,her class is damn cute. They're p1s and they're soooo adorable. Her class photo just made me laugh. :D I caught up with Mr De and Ms Yati too. It was nice to come back once in a while.

Mus came down later at like 4pm. And yeah,talked to Mrs Yeo and Ms O. Seriously,I think life's getting better. I'm getting happier. But I just gotta like NOT get carried away. :D So Ah Guan is a chuck. Annoying,really. Reasons why I hate him and probably all the ex-students too. Duck.

So we're doing pole vault tmr. I have no idea how but trust Mr P. He's DA BOMB! Hahaha! Right, I am gonna find tape right now. So see you little lovely duckies later! :)
{ 7:26 PM }

Today was a day,really. History test was jsut fine,it wasn't AS tough as what the rest said it was like. So I could actually answer ALL questions. :)

After that,I went to JB with my parents and sister. Would not like to talk about that. But good thing was,I ate sushi. :D

Training was DA BOMB today! We played that wooden tennis racket thingy for a start and then floorball after that. The Black sticks won the Whites by 3 points. 11-8. I did scratch myself for sliding on the street soccer floor. Imagine,rough floor. A lot friction. Yup,and I've got multiple cuts but it doesn't matter. I had fun. :D

While the rest were swimming,Fatin,Nabila,Sakinah and I played that tennis game thingy again. It was fun. Tomorrow's training is gonna be hell. I can tell. We'll be doing pole vault related stuffs on Friday. And I'm so up for it. :D

I just watched Episode 3 of 90210 and it's getting better by the week. IT'S FREAKING AWESOME! I think Silver's DA BOMB. And I love love love her eyes. Annie and Ethan will be so good for each other. Cute stuff. :D Can't wait for next week's OTH and 90210. :)

I shall go to sleep. I've got a WHOLE lot of Math work to whack tmr. :) So goodnight people! Hope tomorrow will bring you joy. I'll just wait for Friday to come when I can stay up the WHOLE night,and pray. Just pray. That a miracle will happen. :)
{ 11:18 PM }

{ 5:52 AM }

Reason why I LOVEEEEEE J. Scott! He's so freaking adorable. And I was listening to In The Ayer just now. These scenes just flashed in my mind. So cute! :) I like the part where he slides in and the part where he and Haley were dancing together. Lovely! :D

{ 6:51 PM }

SIMILARITY SUCKS! And sucks even more,the fact that I take so damn bloody long to picture stuffs. :( Just give me Congruency. It'll do. :(

I watched One Tree Hill Ep 2 and I feel so sad for Q. And Brooke too. I shall go check after training tmr if Season 5's out on dvd in Singapore. If it is,I'm so gonna get it and so gonna watch it. In the meantime,I've got Math and Math and Math to do. 90210's airing tonight! :D Probably be out by tmr. :)
{ 5:12 PM }

Good afternoon fellow earthlings! I had a good sleep. P.S: It was to get rid of my headaches. And now I'm feeling better. :)

So yeah,I missed training. What the heck. And I still feel like crap. I'm gonna be down with a flu soon. My eyes have been itching like crazy,my nose too. That means that the house is dirty and dusty and I feel like screaming! I don't get this is back in school. School school school.

Okay,since I JUST woke up,I shall go bathe and start on my TRUCKLOAD of Math homework. Mrs Wee is killing us but I'm not complaining. I miss doing Math. Oh yes,I'll do that while waiting for One Tree Hill's Episode 2 to load. WOOHOO! I can't wait to watch.

So yeah,Good Day people!


{ 2:20 PM }

{ 6:40 PM }

Okay. I slept really late last night for a person who has to wake up for pre-dawn meal and training afters. I was talking to Oliver,the Swiss guy I've been longing to find ever since ICG.

Anyway,not the point. Training was not tiring but cos I didn't drink much,I felt like I was gonna die and collapse. So I took gym easy today. Like REAL easy. My heart just wasn't in it today. I felt heavy. I only liked the last 5 minutes of training. Jumping. We did the slackest long jump anyone could have ever done.

And Mr P is cool yo. I've never seen him tell off people. He was probably scolding that guy off cos maybe he's the one that's been TRYING to spy on us. God,what's up with people spying and stuff.

Liang Wei's back with a new cool haircut. HAHAHAH! Surprisingly,I was the FIRST to break the silence early in the morning just laughing at her haircut. Haha. Laughed even harder when she told me the whole story.

After training,we wanted to change but was so lazy to walk to the washroom so we changed in between lockers and Liang Wei,taking her own sweet time,changed while I watched for people. Like a minute later,she found out she was changing in front of the highway! That really takes the cake. HAHAH! Hilarious!

So right now,I don't know what I'm suffering from. Definitely not hunger cos I'm not hungry at all. I'm having terrible headaches. Guess I'm SEVERELY DEHYDRATED! :/

Shall start on Math after I shower. :D Good day people! Hope today brings you luck and whatever you need. :)
{ 3:57 PM }

So anyway,I've been thinking non-stop! I lost like a million and one pictures cos the comp had to be reformatted. Hate it,really. The only thing on my mind when my dad told me was,"OH NO! MY SAN FRAN PICTURES!"

I'm missing that place like crap. I wanna go back. Where everything was so calm and cool. And I had NOTHING to worry about. And the TV Channels are just awesome! I miss that place like a dog misses its bone thingy. :( Thankfully,I have like a few pictures on Facebook and Friendster.


And as I was watching 90210 when Annie flew to San Fran with Ty(?),I was like "Oh,that place is so good." I see the Golden Gate Bridge and the SLOPES and God,I miss it.



I want to go back with Lauren Downing and I-just-found-out Emily Mcneice saying hi to everyone they see in the Hayes-Healy hall. They were just so high and hyper and always got caught by their coaches. And Emily trying to break open the door opposite our room thinking it was theirs. That was HILARIOUS! Haha! I couldn't stop laughing,and Val started laughing when I laughed real hard.
The days that the sun set really really late. Like at 8pm. It was so cool! I mean here,by 7pm it's already getting dark. But there,around 8pm then it starts to get dark. And how the sun rises real early in the morning too. :) THE NICE COMFY HIGH BEDS WE HAD! :D I never wanted to wake up.


The awesome competition. The nice grasses that I had a chance to lie down on before my finals. In places like these,even the smallest thing you gotta appreciate. The wind,the breeze,everything! But really,it was like lying on grass that was so clean and soft. :D Competition was great. I would give EVERYTHING to have the experience back. :)



And then there's the NYC opposite door neighbours. I miss them! :( I'm glad they wanted to eat our SG snacks on the last day. But really,I miss them. I miss everything! And Liang Wei and Gina as our next door neighbours. The night all TEN of us were in my room spying.

Well,that was a big deal cos I was halfway folding my clothes and it was on the floor so when all of them came in,WITHOUT taking off their slippers and stepping on my thank goodness dirty clothes,I had to shoo their slippers away from their feet. And we were making A LOT of noise. It was what? 11.30pm? The hostel advisor had to knock on our door twice. Haha! Nonetheless,FUN!

The NYC coach. Gina kept teasing me bout it. But what the heck,he was FINEEEEE! Hahaha! I'm serious. I hope I'll meet him someday again. He's like those gentlemanish coach. :)



So am currently suffering from the ICG misses. I wanna go next year again. God,it's GREECE man! Greece! I wonder what's up for me next year. I hope it's good. 08 Season has been COLOSSALLLLLL! Awesomeeeeeee. :D



Okay,I still love San Fran. It's DA BOMB! Union Square was whoa! Rasputin music store is like heaven. And I didn't know Victoria's Secret was so cool! I wished we spent more time shopping. Tram rides were great. I don't regret not listening to my ipod then cos I managed to experience LOTSA stuff! Really. People fighting,accidents,shouting. It was cool. :D Only thing I didn't get to experience were shootings. HAHAH! Okay. Don't be such a sadist.

San Francisco Bay,
Past Pier 39.

{ 9:32 PM }

Good Evening. Is it still evening? Nvm. I woke up really late today. I woke up at 4pm. Like 12 hours after pre-dawn meal. Woke up,showered,prayed. So after breakfast,I got bored. No actually,after I prayed and chatted to Hin Ann,it was getting boring so I... decided to watch 90210!! Omg! It's the next show I'm gonna fall in love with. It was complicated at first cos I didn't know who's who but I get it now and it's AWESOME! I watched 2 straight episodes and am
L-O-V-I-N-G it! :) Can't wait for next week's! They just have foxy fine characters! :)


{ 11:14 PM }

I am home. There's so much to write about but I don't know where to start. Oh yes,Team Pedro went to Causeway yesterday cos we didn't have training. Ms Jenny brought us there. She bought us bubble tea after that. Thanks Ms Jenny! We did practical for Science and I never felt more like a dumb blonde. I was clueless! English was alright for me. Then Malay was continuing of the dialogue thingy.

SST was slack for me. I mean I'll be having sst in my room for one whole month! :D Ilma and I will be. But I still do my work. Like in between prayer times. They've trusted us so we shall not like take it for granted. Anyway,Hin Ann came over last night. She is lame and crazy. I swear. HAHA! And first person to get tricked by MY "bread". HAHA! It was fun la to have her around. Probably the last time she'll EVER come to my room. And Hin Ann,my laptop is okay! It likes me more. HAHAHAH!

Woke up at 4.40am today. Ate. Came back. Slept till like 6. Got ready for morning training,prayed. Yeah. Mr Pedro came back today from Bali. Did exercises. I am gonna ache tmr! Did the normal sit up and back raises. Did butt lift. One I haven't done in MONTHS! 3 months to be exact!

We played with Cikgu's toy guns in class. After I finished my work,I played with it. The guys drew a target board so yeah. First it was markers. Like shoot markers down but I hated it cos I kept missing. At least the target board,I was close to bulls' eye! :D English was SUPER slack. I did practically NOTHING!

Science was practical again. Then I hung out with the Star Karats during their lunch before 1pm. They sure don't wanna let go of the JOKE. Haha! Sorry guys,Jamie and I didn't turn up. HAHAHAH!

Wasted my time in the library,seriously. Bla bla bla. Bused home. Bla bla bla. Slept at home. Bla bla bla. Buka-ed outside then walked around. Bla bla bla. Now I'm here. Am really lazy to go FULL story. Sorry. Goodnight! Not feeling too good.
{ 10:06 PM }

Good Evening world. I am currently not as stressed as I thought I would be. But unexpectedly,I am very very tired.

I had 2 Math quizzes on Tuesday together with English Paper 2. It wasn't THAT stressful or tough. I was glad that I remembered everything on Inverse and Direct Proportions. After school on Tuesday,I unpacked ALL my clothes and my wardrobe has never been fuller. Really. And guess what,they're all exchanged shirts and shirts I brought from home. But sadly,I gotta start bringing them back for the end year holidays. IT'S SO FAST! OMG! Dunia dah nak kiamat. Sigh.

Today was better I guess. We had our Math Module Test and I think I lost 4 marks already cos there was one question that I so don't know how to do. Okay,my eyes are like closing and shutting but I'm gonna blog finish first. After that,I had Malay then CDP. CDP was like crap cos I didn't know we had to choose don't know what Sports Idol and talk about the person.

So me being me,I had Yelena Isinbayeva in mind so our group talked about her. We just spilled anything we knew about her. I was so glad we ended CDP today. :D :D

After that,I had my essay test and I was moving around like free but I didn't mind really. Yeah,and seriously,ONE TREE HILL helped a lot for my essay! :D

Had bowling for cross training and God,do I suck. Haha! Really. I lost count of how many Gutter Balls I had. Hahaha!

Met Kakak and Alinur after that. So now I'm here. Falling asleep. Mr Lau wasn't making any sense in his class videos but who am I to judge? I didn't attend lessons for a WHOLE week last week. So again,KILL ME! :(
{ 10:00 PM }

Breakfast is in 45 minutes time and I just woke up. I can't do work for nuts! I think I'm gonna die soon. Really. I suck. :( Spent 12 hours sitting here doing nothing. Only did my Geog and that's all. :( Wake up Habibah! Wake up! Snap back to reality world!

I shall go back. Got A LOT of things to bring back to school. And yeah. Welcome Back To School Habibah! Guess this is what you need afterall to forget everything that happened or everything that has been bothering you.

Selamat Berbuka people! Like in 45 minutes time. :P
{ 6:32 PM }

{ 12:45 PM }

So I'm updating alright! No more complaining people. Let's see Friday was Staff Day,I'll put up the pictures after this post. And this post is gonna be long so I think people will not even bother reading the 2nd or 3rd paragraph.

Angie got PRANKED by me again on Saturday and it was soo good. Haha! "Mind telling me where she is now? Can I go visit her?" HAHAHA! PRICELESS!

Went to buka(I had one more day to pay back) at some new restaurant at East Point. My dad's sister from KL came and I swear,I've never seen her before. But yeah,I guess it was all about meeting each other. We walked home and I knocked out like on the floor while watching TV. SEE! I sleep well when there's like lotsa lotsa noise. I rmbr someone passing around the 10 weird things about me thing. I think I can get that filled in no time. Hahaha!

Anyway,I was supposed to go for madrasah yesterday. I mean I slept early just to go but ended up my mum thought we didn't wanna go and didn't wake us up. So I automatically woke up at 7.28am and was like "Right. We're not going" and went straight back to sleep. Omg. I'm a pig.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?! SCHOOL IS TMR! I am so lost! I have no idea what's going on in class. I'm dead meat cos I'm afraid I can't catch up ESP for Science! It's Bio. Omg. Damn chim la. Like what the hell is what? VTNR? HUH?! And I am NOT gonna have one-on-one make up lesson with Mr Lau because it's just scary and a no point. Lessons are better,really. Hate being away for Science.

The only thing I think of when I'm like overseas or not in school is Science. Science only. Cos Mr Lau sure talks and covers up a lot in one lesson and see the bunch I'm missing out on. Geez!

I spent my Sunday like crap. I just sat on the sofa,eating,drinking,and just staring at Facebook. I need to do something better. Really. And it'll OFFICIALLY start at 1pm. The research questions on Geog really killed me. Cos I don't like it at all. It's tough. But whatever,I finished it. :)

Let's see... I'm checking in today. I don't know what's in for me tmr. Prbly get ambushed by teachers telling me I've got tests to do. I am gonna clean my place up tonight. It's not in a mess. Just that it needs a change of bedsheets and pillowsheets and a mop on the floor and a dust wipe.

Plus,I've got NO roommate AGAIN. Cos Sha trains out during Ramadhan and yeah,I'm allllll alone. Not really. I got Ilma and Ira. :D Oooooh! The I's. :D

Someone help me with my Malay Project. :( It's making me depressed. I've got ideas but my malay sucks so I don't know how to construct them. Which sucks in the end. :( Any Malay PRO?

And Yelena Isinbayeva ROCKS my SOCKS! She told off the Pole Vault silver medallist,Jennifer Stuczynski, off in an interview with CNN. "She's nobody to me." That's like awesome confidence please. :)

One Tree Hill is airing today. Mentioned bout that yesterday. I love One Tree Hill's Episode's Titles. They're cool. :) Like You,Like An Arsonist. Everynight Is Another Story. Everyday Is Sunday Evening. What Comes After The Blues. And the one that'll be coming out for Season 6. One Million Billionth Of A Millisecond On A Sunday Morning. :D :D

Okay,I shall stop right now. Been very depressed for a while now. :( And why can't blogger posts private posts? Like you know how lj allows us to lock that post. I am so gonna post the private stuffs on lj cos they allow me to lock it. :) Good day people!
{ 12:20 PM }

I will update in detail soon! Like tmr morning! But I just wanna say this..

I AM NOT GONNA READ SPOILERS OF SEASON 6!! NO HABIBAH! YOU CANNOT READ SPOILERS OF SEASON 6! YOU GOTTA GET YOUR SEASON 5,WATCH IT THEN WATCH SEASON 6. NO SPOILERS! NO SPOILERS!

Clueless?

ONE TREE HILL SEASON 6 IS AIRING TMR!!! I AM SO TEMPTED TO READ THE SPOILERS BUT I CANNOT! IT'LL BE NO FUN!

See,now I know is... It's Peyton. And Quentin's gonna die but I don't know how. I don't know if Dan's gonna die. I hope not cos he was really nice in Season 5. Let's see. Let's see. I have no idea what nice things are gonna happen with Naley. And what's gonna happen with Brooke. But Victoria that b**** is coming back and gonna ruin Brooke's life again. I hope Rachel comes back! I miss that girl. She was so fun and such a bitch but that's what got the show going. I want Chase back! So Brooke will be happier.

Let's see. I want Karen and Andy back together with Lily. AHH! I can't wait for Season 6!! I can't wait for Season 5 to come out on DVD in Singapore!! I've got 4 seasons waiting for another season in my room. Season 4's getting a bit lonely with no Season 5 beside it. :(

OKAY! This is like a total One Tree Hill post. I shall post more realistic stuffs tmr morning at 4am. HAHA! Goodnight! I wanted to stay up till 3.30am but not gonna happen cos I'm distracted with the net. :/ So see you tmr morning! :D



{ 12:31 AM }

Habibah Najihahbi
Singapore Sports School
Track & Field♥
04-47;08-46
18th July 1994
HABSTERAMA LJ