Sleep
Saturday, February 2, 2008
So I woke up at 1.30pm only to find myself still very very sleepy. Imagine if this happened in school,I will probably MISS school.Anyway,i couldn't sleep last night. I haven't been able to sleep these past few days. When I mean sleep,I mean peacefully. Firstly,you can't close your eyes without thinking of anything. Secondly,when you start to think,you wanna open them up again to find a solution before you sleep. Thirdly,you just go what the heck and you think. Fourthly,this may take up to 2 hours. Well,that's the most i've gone. Lastly,your eyes just close but you're still thinking. This thoughts make you have dreams the whole night and when you wake up,it's like you NEVER slept.
That's how sucky it was. The after effects,you still feel sleepy after a "good" 12 hour sleep. But you can't sleep now because you've got important things to do like homework and such.
Well,you know what,I'd rather sleep than do work feeling sleepy.
Anyway,was talking to my mum about the Kuda Kepang thing. It's freaky and scary. It's like you're a Kuda Kepanger and the thing will enter your body,make you go "haywire" like eat glass and stuff and then you faint,the thing comes out and you're normal,you don't even know what you did.
So I told my mum,I would NEVER want to have a Kuda Kepang performance for my wedding even though ade darah Jawa.
Oh, Kuda Kepang is some Javanese wedding culture performance thing which I explained already. You know how some have Silat or anything. It's something like that. Only Java style.
oh and I've been reading and stuff and some are related. pretty cool.
And I'm off to an hour's sleep. Bye.
How do I know what is right?
How can I ease my fears?
If I do call you again,
Would the old wounds reappear?
And Happy Birthday Star Karat Valerie!
