Friday, November 16, 2007
Life is never fair. Love is never kind.The thought of it makes my heart crush into pieces. Pieces so small,that it is never seen. This period of time is all a challenge but it's too much of a challenge.
You don't know what you have done to me. Or worse,I don't know what I have done to myself. I have become the mean,bitchiest girl and I admit it. But I'm willing to change. All I'm lack of is support.
We have drifted apart and now,I want to mend it with all my heart. Cuts and bruises along the way will not stop me from mending this. It's what I've done wrong and it's what I've to get it right. Doesn't matter if it takes years to fix it,it's a mission I have to complete.
I want to change for the better and make life as good as possible for me,for my family,for my friends and for Allah s.w.t.
I've got to stand firm on what I believe in,what I think of myself and who I want to be.
Whatever it takes,I really don't care.
