Friday, September 28, 2007
ms chan left today and i feel so sad. my instincts were right. i would cry. i mean. obviously i would. after i hugged her and thanked her,the tears just flowed down my cheeks. she has done a lot for us! yes us! tolerating us and all. she deserved the coach recognition award after all.i couldn't hold back my tears. really! right when gina,liang wei and maybelline sang for ms chan. i didn't understand(it was in mandarin btw) but it was so touching! like oh shit. my eyes are getting watery.
then when i thanked her. boom! it was like rain. then thanks to meixian for lining up the group in one row,she saw me crying. thanks ah! :/
i think i cried like shit cos well,she said to me that SHE will give me the chance to go for icg next year and then she said something like if you continue with your good attitude like this,you can be good. but in the end,it's up to you. coach can only tell you what to do but in the end it's up to you whether you want it or not.
i guess she's right. so yea ms chan. thanks for everything! :)
and omg!! dallas' dad replied me and ohmygod did it leave me speechless! like whoa! and seriously,i dont know what to reply right now. the way he replies it is so formal. and do i have to reply back in a formal way?
then i'll be doing some formal letter writing thing which sucks cos i hate it when we do it in english class. i'll just write what i feel. oh. and the email is so touching! ^^
so yeah. im having split feelings. sad and happy. alright. gotta go hafal surahs for this sunday's hafalan test. :/ cant fail!
loves,
Habibah
