Tuesday, June 5, 2007
I swear i've been very very very weak this week. and i just don't know why. i'm afraid i pulled my thigh muscle and god i have like a wk before SWIFT and 3wks before wala kl. oh im so dead! please heal thigh!anw,i regreted sleeping again after my sis (alisha) told me that my maid took a diff bus. cos apparently my other sis (alinur) was waiting at the bus stop opp temasek sec and she waited there till like 6 or 7. i dont know cos when i woke up, my dad was like scolding his head off on them. i was like what the heck happened? so then i went out and just eavesdropped a little.
my sis made some arrangements with my maid to pick her up opp temasek sec. so then my dad was like scolding and scolding and scolding.
if i didn't continue sleeping and just picked my sis up,none of this would have happened including CRASHING MY DAD'S DREAM OF WORKING OVERSEAS!
god i feel so bad. i mean really bad. and i too am worried about my sisters. and also scared after my dad explained the whole thing to me. like omg. and all i did was S-L-E-E-P!!
my sis could have been kidnapped by a foreign worker or even disturbed by you know what. argh! damnit! no regrets? definitely something to regret about!
sigh. i bet my dad's feeling very uneasy now. i'm so freaking worried. and i think yesterday he asked me whether i pity him working every day and night and whether i remembered about him leaving for work when i was ard at hm. i said yes to both. and then he asked something about working overseas.
working overseas would be best for him i guess but the other time i asked him for how long he said maybe years. that's like long. but after he said he "i think i can't work overseas cos now,you all can't take care of yourselves. i planned on working overseas but after all this,i don't think i can." he told that to both my younger sis.
now,maybe he won't even consider about working overseas. way to go habibah! damnit!
