Champagne for My Real Friends, Real Pain for My Sham Friends

We Are Forever

2009-12-04T17:02:00.004+08:00

HIIIIII!!! *Does the whole waving thing* I haven't been here in months!! Haha but whatever. I just thought this post would be as meaningful as the picture below. :) Stumbled upon it while viewing photos on my sister's Mac. :P

I just love the fact that we're still strong as ever. If you guys realised,my friends are your friends and your friends are mine. It's amazing,really. I know everyone you guys know,and you guys know everyone I know. & At the end of it,we gain its benefits of making new friends and being comfortable around each other. :) I may be like far,but you know I am here anytime. I may not be physically there everytime and it's sad but maybe that's the reason we come in threes. You know like,when I'm away (which is EVERYTIME,Syirah has Mus). Haha yknow,that sort of thing. But I'm glad that nothing can bring us down. Not even guys. ;) I am really thankful and grateful to Allah swt for friends like you guys. So this post is to us. I love you. We are forever.

P.S: This is amazingly random!

2009-06-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

YOUR BLOGSPOT IS DAMN DEAD, H.

<3, A

2009-06-14T16:24:00.001+08:00

I am sorry blog. But I know I have no readers and I love lj. Haha! Blogspot should probably remove me. -.-

2009-05-06T21:46:00.011+08:00

Okay. Since I have all the time in the world,thought it'd be nice to just say a few words. :)

Life has been pretty alright. Nationals was AWESOMEEEE! I SWEAR! I LOVED EVERY MOMENT OF IT! :D :D

Made new friends. :) Like okay,I know them and stuff like that before but never talked to them and had fun with them. But this year,I did. :D

During that 2 weeks,Liang Wei and I slacked and just relaxed although we had races like almost everyday. (It was everyday)

Results came and I'm happy! :) Like I did a pb for both despite we both sprained the same ankles two weeks before Nationals. Haha!

Academy dinner was AWESOME! We had Sakura and didn't have to pay a single cent. Hehe. We got funds from the parents so that's where we thank them for their support! :) :)

Yes,I miss Nationals and all our nonsensical warm ups before races just to calm ourselves down.

We're always a drill behind Nanyang even if we started at the same time. Haha! Cause they'll be very serious and we'll be laughing,wasting our energy. HAHAHA! :P

After 200m finals,Lw and I together with Ching Yi,Sarah,Charmaine,Mel Wee,Jia Wen,Jia Yuan,Fiona and Hanyu watched 17 Again and it was great! Not the movie but the company. :D :D

School has been tough. I've been pretty stressed. But I hope I'll pull through.

Been sick the past few days. I got like a weeks' mc so yeah. I guess this is the time where I catch up on work and study. :)

Okay,I shall continue searching for songs. Did I tell you One Tree Hill is DA BOMB?! It's awesome I tell you.

Season 6 has made me cry more than any other seasons or TV show. It's BEAUTIFUL & AMAZING!

To TeamPedro! of SSP: You guys received my text and yes,we are all missing Nationals but keep the memories in your heart cause that's where it still lives. :D I am missing all of it already! OMG! Now back to hardcore training with you bullies! I think I'll die anytime soon. Haha! Well,take care cause everyone's falling sick! :O Enjoy the pictures. Yknow more are on fb. :P LOVE YOU GUYS! <3

Then again,

I MISS NATIONALS BIG TIME!!! :( :(

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

WE THANK OUR COACH! :D :D

THANK YOU MR PEDRO! :)

We love you! And I love all of us! :D

2009-04-09T22:05:00.001+08:00

Blog,I feel so sad for you. I've been neglecting you and been posting more in lj. Haha! I'm sorry. Life's been pretty up and down,that's all you should know. NATIONALS IS IN 4 DAYS! 4 DAYS! 200m. I have to have to qualify.... :(

Oh yes,and I love my new blog song. :D

2009-04-05T15:40:00.000+08:00

Absolutely DEAD.

2009-03-12T20:31:00.002+08:00

This is killing me. Too many things. Too much. I hope I'll be able to pull through the last day... with A Math.

On second thought,why did I pull out? If I knew I'll be much better now,I would have just said "Yes,I want to go."

And not be miserable. A month's decision,can pretty much change a lot of things. Cause you don't know when you're going to recover.

It may be today you decide to not go.. And the next day you're perfectly fine,recovered. Life's like that isn't it?

But I believe things happen for a reason and there is a reason somewhere that's gonna happen,but I just don't know when. It'll be a beautiful reason.

Let's hope and pray for the best...

2009-02-21T15:29:00.003+08:00

I am so imagining Coldplay singing Lost! if they are. :)

School has been pretty much rough but still swimming. Not drowning yet. And I haven't been like focused or serious. I've been pretty much playful. :

My results are just borderline REALLY! It's module 2 already.... Okay,whatever.

And did I tell ALL you people that... I thought I saw a ghost in my room at FOUR in the morning when someone with long hair,wearing a white shirt walked in. I checked my watch and was like,FOUR AM. Who in the world walks in at FOUR am. Turned out to be Ilma and when I msged her,she said that I'm a light sleeper. HAHAHA! But seriously Ma,coming back at FOUR am. Hahaha! (She was sick and came back that Friday)

Just because I'm hurting,

Doesn't mean I'm hurt.

Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve.

No better and no worse.

2009-02-15T16:24:00.003+08:00

I'M

GOING

FOR

COLDPLAY!!!

AWEZOMEEEEZZZZ!!!

:D :D

2009-02-12T14:53:00.001+08:00

This blog is dead. I'm so sad. :(

2009-01-20T17:45:00.002+08:00

Okay la. I pity this blog cause I've pretty much abandoned it and blogged a lot on lj. Hehe. School has been alright. I'm currently at home cause I threw up at 3 in the morning in school on Sunday.

It was pretty bad. And it was 3,so I was scared to go to the washroom let alone,my roomie wasn't in. (I hope your op went well!)

Rested at home for like 2 days. I feel better actually,cause for once,I don't really have to worry about the work. I mean,I should be able to catch up right? :

So now I'm here,writing my essay/doing my math. I kept my promise didn't I. I didn't train,I'm doing my work after recovering. :) I have awesome teachers,definitely! And now,I'm gna fins some way to return them a favour. Maybe an awesome Staff Day for them! :D

Alright earthlies. Time to go. Catch up another time. :)

2009-01-09T22:09:00.007+08:00

PRESENTING THE SECONDARY 3 2009 BATCH! :)
(Mr Poh rocks at doing this. :) And look at how small our batch is. AWESOME! )

I AM BACK FROM SCHOOOOOOOL! :) But I won't be home for long.

School was alright. It was GREAT! :) I loved it but I was more emotional this year on the first week of school maybe cause I'm not sure of what to expect yet.

Last year was.. I was too afraid of school that I fell sick. Haha!

First day was cool. New teachers. New things to learn. New almost everything except my roomie and Mr Lau and my friends. Hahaha!

I'm a PSL to the sec 1 soccer boys and it's KINDA of a disadvantage cause I'm a girl and they're guys but I hope I can talk to them and stuff like that. I've already got a game in mind to play with them. :D

Training's been alright. Pool training and stuff like that. Academics' been manageable.

And yeah. Everything's fine if you people want to know. :)

Sadly,I'm very tired today. And I'll be going to sleep soon. So goodnight lovelies! :)

2009-01-04T12:16:00.002+08:00

BACK TO SCHOOL BAYBEHHH! :D :D

To my water heater,and my bed,and night life. :D See you people online in a week! :)

2009-01-01T13:35:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! 09 version. :P
So yesterday was awesome! :) I reached home at 5.15am around there. And really really slept at 6,6.30am. :D

Happy New Year-ing at the airport was funny. Hahaha! But it was AWESOME! :D Seeing people get wasted by the roadsides and flagging for cabs to go home. I was giggling in the car. Hehehe.

Besides the new year,it's the parentals' 21st anniversary. Sooo.

Happy 21st Anniversary Ibu & Baba! (:
May we stay a happy happy family. (:

Hope your new year has been good. Good day! :D

2008-12-31T17:05:00.007+08:00

SHOUTOUTS! 400th Post! I love EVERYONE! If you're not in here,I guess I missed you out since this is a bit last minute and I'm really sorry but you know I love you. :) I do not hate. :) Enjoy your new year! :)

Angela Tan Sze Hwee! Thanks for ALL the fun,joy,laughter,sadness. I don't bitch. Only you do. HAHA! But I'm a good listener please. Thanks for staying up till 4am in the morning laughing our heads off and going to school the next day like ghosts. Thanks for being there for me when I was angry,sad,emo -.- and making me happyyy in the end! :) Thanks for believing in me. Thanks for listening to me talk walking many many arounds along the corridor. Thanks for being horny. Thanks for making me realise that not everything is a game. Thanks for putting your legs on me. Thanks for saying the "what-should-not-be-said" and not realising it and then the story goes on. *wink wink* :P Hahaha! It goes on and on and on. And thanks A LOT for taking away my earpiece and iPod at the dining table. Hmph. :( Haha! We have 2 more years. I hope all will be good. :) Thanks for being the awesomouzzz bestfriend. Stay strong. I'm whereever you are. :) Love you B3/Slut/Loser/Bestfriend! Hahaha! :)

Nurul Shafiqah Bte Mohd S! You DA BEST roomie! :) Thanks for always always being there for me in the room,out of the room,ANYWHERE! Thanks for the awesome after SST nights.. Without fail,with Nadhra. -.- And hahaha,I shall not say it here but I'm here if you need to cry. *wink wink* Thanks for all the fun and slumber parties plus Mystery Jam 12. :D Love you roomie! I see more to come. But we can't play as much anymore. :( But but... Roomies FOREVAZ! :)

Ilma Nur J! Hehehe. This year was definitely better for us aye? Haha! Thanks for being there and making me laugh until I was in urgent need to pee at like 10.30pm! HAHAHA! Thanks for all the late night talks,our "Every Sunday night must stay up" cause we either haven't done our homework or lazy to sleep even if we've got morning training the next day. Thanks for the slumber party fun! Being sardined is not at all fun. Hahaha! Thanks for all the always making em terperanjat and washing up together in the end. Hahaha! Love you MJ! :)

Nur Hamizah Bte Abdul H! Baek arh babe! Hahah! Trying to type like you but cannot make it. You DA BEST man! Haha! Thanks for listening to me rant about __ and ___ and __. HAHA! No la. Only one person. And you give the BEST comments ever! Haha! Thanks for tolerating my nonsense,at the table,assembly,walking from class to class. Asking,"Eh,what you having next/now ah?" And listen to my problems. Babez,you know me herez. So don't ya worry. :) Thanks for the cacat faces. And awesome SST talks. Laugh until can die and roll on the floor when we're supposed to be studying. Laugh until seriously want to die in Thailand every night. HAHAHA! Well,I see more to come. :) Love you babez! :)

Goh Wei Ning! Thanks for being there for me like in class,out of class,when I had the ULTIMATE problems. Hahaha! Thanks also for making me crack at what? 3am in the morning and laughing for like an hour! And mind you,before that we laughed more. HAHAHA! Thanks for being like the best classmate ever la! Hahah! Giving BRIGHT ideas to our project and rant about the people in our class being so...competitive. Haha! And being mad at Mr Royston?? Hahaha! Scary shitz. Thanks for all the good good good times. 2 years and running. :) We'll be English and Math table mates since you'll be awayyyyy from me most of the time in your 3 people Bio class. Haha! While my class has the majority. :/ You lucky ah you. Haha! Thanks for trying to clear my thoughts babe. Love you! :)

Wendy Enn M.M! Thanks A LOT for disturbing me. Hahahaha! Thanks for being a great friend and y'know y'know. The other thing that I can't put up here or I'll be killed. :P Thanks for staying up with me to do the Math holiday homework during the fasting month and Ms Lynn didn't need it at all the next day. -.- But thanks for everything! :) Disturb me.. You die. HAHAHA! Love you! :)

Elisa Yili B! Thanks a millions for making the table laugh WITH you,not AT you cause of all your silly actions. And for entertainment of Dare or Double Dare in the Dining Hall which got me laughing at some of the silliest things. Hahaha! Thanks for coming to my room a lot before you got kinda S for not going for morning trng. Thanks for that awesome night when you sat on my gun and started begging me to forgive you. Haha. You were forgiven long ago. :) Hahaha! Thanks for the fun times babez! Love you! :)

Krista Yeong S H! Thanks for always waiting for me to go down and for the funniest times when you were as always,blur at the dining table. Thanks for walking with me to the Dining Hall. Thanks for the awesome times we had in the lift,during art class,and tolerating my nonz almost everyday of the year. Hahaha! Thanks for all! :)

Joleen Sim J Y! Thanks for the fun this year. Although I wished you were still in 2B,I hope you had a great time in 2A. Hahaha! Then again,1B forever. Haha! Thanks for fun games we had at the table and I hope more are to come! :) Thank you! :D

Koh Hin Ann! Thanks for the massages and advices and nodding your head everytime I say something silly and I don't know if you heard what I said but thanks for everything. Thanks for making me realise the unrealiseable till long long later. Haha! I get it now. :D Thanks for Hin Ann Day! Thanks for THAT night when I stayed up till 1am in your room just worrying of the what could happen. Thanks for encouraging me and making sure I don't become a bad girl. Hahaha! Thanks for giving the -.- faces everytime I say "Jump down." Hahaha! Thanks for everythingzxz! Love youzzz! :)

Amira! Thanks for being the super tall girl until I hug you also must jinjit. Thanks for all the Downtown East fun and all the merepek kekekz with Frin and Mus and Syirah and all la. See! All three of them in TKG. We in SSP. Hahah! But it's okay. We'll have our picnic someday soon in 2009! :) Lovesssss many many! :)

Siti Nur Farahin L F! Legendary Fierce ah. HAHAH! Thanks for all the Marina fun and the whatever you like and all the merepz we had during that week of school holidays. And Downtown East and I hope to see you more more more and have more more more fun! Come visit me! HAhaha! Then you can visit Shyan also. :P Love you FRINZ! :)

Natalie Koh S Y! Thanks for the awesome times in council and the talks and after camp dinner. :) Thanks for being there for me and each other during our down times. *wink wink* Thanks for all the talks and encouragement. You awesomez Natz! :) Love ya! :)

Andrew Leow S S! I think you're the only guy I'm gna give a shoutout to cause you ma fwenn! HAHA! No la. Before I cause cause.. Thanks for helping me understand all the non-understandable during Science. And I cannot be your table mate or else I'll end up talking to you and not listening to the teacher. Haha! Thanks for listening to me talk about the Gs. Thanks for keeping your words and not let out all things I've told you. Hey,I've done the same okay. :) Thanks for helping me in council when my group members are away. :) Thanks for all and all the best with abcdefghijklmnoPQrstuvwxyz. HAHAHA! See you next year! :)

Margaretzz! The five days was AWESOME! Thanks for the memories. I had lots of fun! :D I'm glad I met all of youz peoplez! :) To Resh and Shaina,thanks for making sure I'm awake during the talks. Hahaha! To Jo and Cass,thanks for being AWESOMOUZZ facils and giving us the Most Curly award. Haha! To Mana and Ali,thanks for the cool chats during lunch of UWC. :) To Dio,Kania and Gianna,thanks for letting me learn more about Indonesia and you three look great in the outfits. :) To Sonia and Sonika,thanks for contributing ideas and for being encouraging. :) Happy New Year Margz! :D Love all youz peoplez!

2BEEE! Been another awesome year and 7/8 of us will be in 3B next year and it'll be so awesome! :) Thanks for all the laughters in class. The arguments Wei Ning and Jovi never fail to have everyday. Shankar singing in class. Nad being -.- as always. Hahaha! Nad and Athirah acting like Ls cause they can't be separated. Andrew's wink at everyone he sees. Syafiq's forever quiet in class and his __ to Mr __. :P Ivan being alone most of the time. And just going crazy in classes. Disagreeing when teachers say "We have to be the best cause we're in Honours." -.- All was fun and we're gna have more awesome fun times next year although all of us are gna turn into Einstein wannabes. :P "United we stand,Divided we fall." Doesn't get old. :)

TeamP! Thanks for the awesome year of training and laughters and competitions. :) Training has never been more enjoyable without the three senior seniors,Meixian,Manda,Divya. The seniors,Liang Wei and Gina. The Currents,Val and I,Fatin came in later. The juniors,Tyra,Sakinah,Ying Jia,Nabilah and Lynette. And last but not least,what's a TeamP without the P? Mr Pedro. :) Thanks for the great great company and encouragement and all down faces to facing intervals esp 150s. Hahaha! Thanks for everything. :) Thanks Meixian also for listening to my crap/problems/nonsensical ideas. Haha! Thanks a lot. :) Thanks Divya for encouraging me and boosting da confidence and you have THE best training ever! :P Haha! Thanks Manda for all you advices when we talk like during cool downs and stuff like that. Trainings are a bit different without you guys. Love all youz peoplez! :) Nuts FTW! :)

StarKarats! Thanks for the awesome crash Dipna's house and hanging out at the FREAKY playground and lying down on roads and just crapping out in the room and snacks with Lucy. Jambu with Calvin. Ben & Jerry's in the kitchen and Dipna's scary dawgggg. :/ Thanks for replying to Oliver's status on Facebook and going haywire after that. Thanks for being there for the smallest Start Karat. Hahaha! :) And to Valerie Seema P! We're with you in spirit & in soul. We're with you in GERMANY!!! :) To Dipna and Bal,enjoy your last year with me. :P Hahaha! Love all youz StarKaratzzz! :D

SMSH! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST LA! This one is gonna have the largest and longest. Hahaha! Thanks for all the upz and downz we had. We're still going strong eh although a bit shaky but wait till I leave school. Let's plan to go to a JC together. Somewhere where I got future ah. Hahaha! And somewhere where all of the sports/dance we're doing is good. :) Thanks for coming to my house to lepak but in the end helping me with my doll and helping me with my homework. I can't do an individual shoutout cause it won't work that way. And we're sisterzzzz! :) Thanks Mus for the awesome help and listening to my problems and sharing our deepest thoughts. Thanks Syirah for your merepeknezz although we couldn't really hang out as much this year. And biatchhhesss. Both of you gna be in the same class. :( Hahaha! If I transfer... I join. HAHAHA! :P Thanks for all the damn kekek Fish & Co. and the woman with two ponytails and make up. HAHAHA! Thanks for the awezomez Airport Terminals moments and talking at the pondok at T2 macam rumah sendiri with the food we bought. Thanks for funny times we had in the Crowne Plaza toilet. Hahaha! Now Siti's back with us. I see more to come and I can't wait. :) Thanks for the fun times we had in Suri's house. Haha! Was that this year? The one her room was berselerak(?). My malay sucks now.. :( Mus tolong aku. HAHA! The list goes on. Whatever fights we had,we'll be stronger and Mus I don't believe in that,"If anyone find fault with me and there's a fight,I'm just gna let it be." Cause you won't for SMSH. HAH! :P I see us travelling and please,I'm still gna follow no matter what. HAHAH! Too bad uh. Honestly,I am sorry for the downz that happened. The stupid Jalan Raya thing. And let's not hope too much for next year cause I don't know my schedule yet. :/ Love love love all of youz guyz! I should post the super old Pri School Picture NOWWWWW! To Us! :) I'm gna copy this and paste it on our SMSH blog. :) Love all youz peoplez!

2008 wouldn't have happened without all you people.

Thanks for EVERYTHING!

& Happy New Year!

I thank Allah s.w.t for all my great friends. :) Cause He gave the best to me. :)

This will probably be my last post of the year! Enjoy your last hours of 2008. And make it an awesome one. Cause mine is and will always be. :) Happy New Year!

2008-12-31T16:49:00.003+08:00

HELLO HUMANZ! Today is the 31st! Tomorrow is 09! It's so fast. Seemed like yesterday we were walking down the indoor track and saying,"OMG! It's Module 4 already!" And Miss xoxo will go,"Yeah. Next thing you know,we'll be counting down for 2009" And it's happening today!! :/

I am excited for the new year but it scares me. Like all of this is past now. But you know how I see it this year? That it's just a NEW year. Things can still be the same. :)

So yes,my 2008 has been awesome. From the running,to the studies,to the life. I realised today that this year,I ran because I love it. Winning wasn't really in my mind. I just ran,like how I used to. Not thinking too much. But to just run. That's the way I like it.

Cause I realised if you stress yourself too much,you'll lose the passion for it and I'm not ready to give it up. :)

So yeah. And love comes in different aspects. From my parents and sisters,I found love. From my friends,I found love. And I guess that's all I need now. Boys.. Maybe later. But these are my pillars to get me going for now. :)

Memories. Memories. Memories. :) Awesome. :)

From LJ!

The bus ride to school made me look back into 2008 and I said,"I wanna leave it as it is cause it has been awesome!" I saw myself growing from emo kid to happy person. :) There are problems here and there but it made me stronger. Like compared to last year,this year rocked! :) I love it so much.

From New Zealand to San Francisco to Thailand to Vietnam. It was all so great! Everything happens for a reason and I'm glad I missed PSG cause I think if I went,I would get shin splint. Haha. So it's a good in a way. Memories have been blogged,have been written down. :)

Although I didn't achieve the straight As I wanted (due to Languages. 69 and 68. -.- ),I did improve a lot in certain subjects like Science. :D

And during my bus ride,I was thinking of all the good things and I had hard time remembering the bad. Like the Fiona hate-tag thing,the Angela-Habibah war. Haha! Those things just didn't come into my mind.

But more of the staying up at 4am laughing and going to school like zombies. The Mystery Jam 12. The one Liang Wei burnt her noodles in the microwave and got the WHOLE lounge of USF with a burnt smell and our shirts also. So when we went up,our neighbours were like,"Is something burning?" Hahahah! CLASSIC! :)

All the fun times. :) And this year,I realised that I don't need a guy's love now. My family's and friends' are enough to keep me going. They're my pillars. Boys.. Later.

And I thank Allah s.w.t for this AWESOME year I had. And I pray that I'll be a stronger and good willed person in 2009. I will try my best to keep the 5 Rukun Islam and 6 Rukun Iman. InsyaAllah. All will be well. :)

So to all readers,I hope 2008 was a good year for you. If it wasn't,let it go. 2009 will be better for you. God will never make one's life miserable. That,I'm sure. You just have to look on the brighter side of things. :)

All the best for 2009! And I hope you find joy and peace next year. :)

2008,you were AWESOME!

2009,I hope you'll beat that. :)

2008-12-30T22:33:00.002+08:00

Hahaha! I think this video is amusing. Haha! And at the end where Blake Lively ends it off. Cracked me up man! HAHAHA!

So people!! Can you believe tomorrow's the 31st already??? I can't and I'm off. HAHAHAH! Lazy la....

2008-12-29T22:28:00.003+08:00

Hahaha! I am back! :D Well. Note to all. Been more and more injured. AHAHA! No la. I'm recovering but I still have to work on some muscles loosening thing plus I asked Ms J to help me check my shoulder. And so it adds.

(Like you care. HAHAHA!)

My right foot has been killing me. OMFKHNMNG! It's bad bad bad till I can't even tip toe. Plus after the 150m I couldn't even walk/lift my leg. So I just lied on the track worrying bout one,the foot. Two,the bum. :( Saddeningzzz.

Pasir Ris was eventful in a way. Well,for someone who didn't have any plans. It was nice. Honestly,I blogged a whole lot bout this on lj. :)

And my page is gna be turned into a GG page. I wanted to change to the Angel and Airwaves song but came across this one. So yeah. Hahaha! Temporary. Definitely. :D

Goodnight babez/dudez! :D

2008-12-27T22:45:00.003+08:00

Math and Cooking Mama. Hahaha! Okay lame.

You know why I update this? Cause I'm bored! Haha. :P

Wanna know about my life? Same ol' same ol'. It's just the normal life kinda thing. I can't wait for school to start but at the same time.. I don't want 2008 to end.

Or maybe I do. Cause I wanna leave it as it is. Cause I've achieved.. Well.. Almost everything I wanted to except those subjectssss that screw.. :/

Besides that. All's been good,really. It's not as bad as last year's. But as of previous years,the end year is not so sweet. There are more hurdles this time of the year.

Okay. I should shut up and do my work. :) Goodnight!

2008-12-25T23:11:00.002+08:00

Me changed me skin and me liking it. Not loving it just yet but liking it. It was time to change a skin.

And I changed the SMSH As One too. :D I am bored.

Raushyan and I are having a battle of who should have the name Hunter. And FRINNNN! I can use your help here. Haha!

But I still like the name so.. :P Unless someone gives me like a new middle name will then I change. Okay not making sense. Goodnight!

2008-12-24T00:23:00.002+08:00

Me going to die tomorrow. Me think me not gonna have any voice tomorrow. Or have sore throat. Me speaking crap English. Me been coughing for the past hour and been eating chocolates.

Like it cures.... And now I'm going back to normal. Did I tell you that I kind of like Ilma's blog skin. Hahaha! Know why? Cause I see ME! :D

2008-12-23T21:12:00.002+08:00

Hahahaha! Hello people! Been long eh. And honestly,nothing much has been going on. My life's been boring so I won't type it down or else you'll be so bored till you fall asleep. Hahhaa!

My leg's hurting and I HAVE to do my exercise. So I'll probably blog when I'm feeling so much better! :)

My next post which will be I don't know when. Will be the post where I give all my shoutouts. And that's when I don't want 2008 to end.

Goodnight!

2008-12-18T21:29:00.002+08:00

I am super lazy to uploadie my bloggie spottie. I always uploadie my ljiee but I have no ideaiee why I don't really like uploadingiee my bloggie spottie.

Irritatingz manzxz!

Hahaha. Okay. My life has been alright. No more,no less. No excitement yet. And plus. I am lazy to da corezxz.

And not like anyone's reading this right? HAHAHA! Chaozxz. LJ has almost everything. :P

But i'll try to post here also when my hands dont have lactic from all the typing. HAHAHAHAH! Lamez.

2008-12-14T19:06:00.005+08:00

I'm a post what I did on Friday. :) P.S: It's copy paste. :P

So Friday was AWESOMEEEEE! :) After training,I went back home,got ready,left and did some shopping. HAHAHA! Okay,yeah.. Val,I bought your silverish-stress-damn-bloody-hard-ornament ball just yesterday. But it's of good use okay. Hehehe.

I was at Dhoby Ghaut from like 3.30pm to like 7.10pm. I went to and fro from Cathay and Plaza Sing. Like from Cathay I went to Plaza Sing then back to Cathay then Plaza Sing again. Oh! Gramophone has got like clearance sale and cds cost like $1-$9. HAHA! I just laughed aloud when I saw like one or two that costed $1. :P

I met Dipna and Shalom to go to that Ann Siang Rd place. It happened to be like some bar. Hehe. Drinks were like on the house(?). Yeap. While we waited for Valerieee to come,all of us drank a little bit and talked and talked and talked.

Shalom,Dipna and I had a threesome in the toilet. HAHAHAHAHAHAH! I'm kidding. Yeah,we just talked non-stop.

VALERIE arrived at around 9.30pm. Oh oh. Did I tell you I drank a Pink Panther,2 Shirley Temple and 1 coke. Felt like a coca cola bottle with LOTSA sugar and gas. HAHA!

That explains why I got so high when I didn't even drink. I don't drink btw. And Val was even HIGHER and she drank but she wasn't drunk thus no hangovers. :D I BELIEVE YOU SEEMA! :) HAHAH! I can't believe I jsut called you that. :P

So yeah. Val drank 5 shots. I think Stefan was drunk and so was Richard. Hehe. All were going crazy. Oh yeah,Ning and I kept muching on fries. FAT I TELL YOU!

I think funny parts was when Lei Chi said "Oli." instead of "Olives". HAHAH! Oh man. Wei Ning should talk about this cause she was the one who heard it.

And Ze Teng is damn cute cause she doesn't really know how to operate cameras. HAHAHAHHAA! That's funniest I swear.

All in all. I LOVED the party and had fun and I AM GONNA MISS STAR KARAT ALL-TIME CHAMP VALERIE SEEMA PEREIRA!! I left around 12.45am around there.

The cousnals came to pick me up then we went Arab St/Haji Lane/Bussorah St/Kampong Glam where they had shisha. I wanted to try but obviously,if my sis didn't try,I didn't try and even if she did,she wouldn't allow me YET.

We came home around 3am. And I swear I didn't want the night to end. It was TOO AWESOME! :(

I LOVE YOU VALERIE!

COME BACK WITH A GERMAN ACCENT! :D

TO GERMANY& VALERIE! :)

P.S: Dipna looks like she wants a drink. HAHAH!

2008-12-11T21:41:00.003+08:00

Yeahh! I love this. I can't stop watching it. Ivan and I are third from the left or the first pair on the left of the pair in front of the black speakers. :)

STUDENT LEADERS ROCK! :D :D

Divya is damn cute throughout the whole dance! Hahaha! She'll be the only one jumping at the very back at 30seconds around there. Hahaha! :D

ENJOY!

2008-12-11T21:30:00.000+08:00

P6's were awesome too! This is their Super Trouper mass dance. Student leaders kaypoed during the ENCORE! :D

You can kind of like see my sister the stick like at the front. On the left of the boy who's at centerstage at the bottom. But mostly,the p6s were just AWESOME! :)

FRESHMEN CAMP 08 ROCKEDDDDDD! :D

2008-12-10T22:09:00.002+08:00

GO TO http://habsterama.livejournal.com TO READ LIANG WEI'S POST! HAHAHAHA! You won't regret. :P

2008-12-10T22:06:00.001+08:00

HABIBAH IS HIGH!

So yesterday was dotz. Don't wanna talk about it..

Today was funnily funny. Well,not really except that I enjoyed training today. Like WHOOO! Finally! The smell of SCHOOL gym cause Hwa Chong's was really nasty. Hehe. I don't like it there. (Too pampered. -.-)

But really it was fun. Like jogging with Gina,Liang Wei and Val felt like team again. :D Speaking of Liang Wei... She came to school at 7.45am when training was at 11am. HAHAHAHAHA!

When I reached school,she was complaining to me. Then I told her.. "7.45am I still sleeping sia." The she pointed me the middle finger. HAHAH! :P

So training was so fun. Like gym was fun. Especially when we did the reaction time pick up. Woohoo! I LOVED it. We like OWNED the whole gym.

I think funniest was when Liang Wei,Gina and I were the chasers. We kinda reacted slow on that one and it was the lying down one. So when Liang Wei and I got up and turned to chase Val(LW's) and Fatin(Mine),we both went like "URGHHH!". I think we sounded like sumos going for a fight. HAHAHA!!

Yup. We ate KFC after that. Oh man. I hope we'll be in the same team again next year. :) It's gonna be AWESOME man! :D We've been running together for 2 years already. I hope it won't change. :)

Anyway,met up with Jan and Mariam and Manda at Plaza Sing then we headed to Marina. Just to hang out and kill time. Apek and Muhaymin were there too.

Oh yes! We were at the Esplanade roof and you know how the roof has like this barrier where you can see the view below and the river. I sat there and put my legs out. It was actually hanging in the air. Hehe.

It was scarier than Vietnam's though... But yeah. It got Mariam screaming her lungs out. HAHAHAHAH!

2008-12-09T16:01:00.002+08:00

Hello. I'm back. Okay. I've been saying I'm back in practically every post when I start blogging.

I've been neglecting this blog cause I've been such a pig at home. Last week was mostly stay home,eat,sleep,eat,use computer,sleep.

The only time I left house was Monday and Friday and Saturday and Sunday evening. Knowing it's the school hols,weekends don't count.

So yeah,didn't have training the WHOLE of last week. Well,was supposed to have but I didn't know that there was another trng programme. It was a break week but we were supposed to do exercises and stuff. But nvm that. Mr P said it was okay.

Let's see.. Oh yes,watched soccer on Friday. Wait. I blogged about that.

Okay,so watched Quarantine with Aisyah,Liang Wei,Zhi Hao,Kang Le and Wan Ting. Hehe. It was cool. I mean scary at some point but it was so damn cool. I liked it although the beginning was a bit draggy and stuff. Ending was like,"Huh? That's all?" Yeah,those kinda stuff.

Accompanied Aisyah to watch St. Andrew's rugby. Hahah! It was so funny when the 40-50 year olds (SA old boys) were playing against the current boys. The old men pull small boys shirt and the can't even run. Yeah,Aisyah and I got a St. Andrew's rugby shirt. AWESOME!

On tha same day,my dad got a call from Malacca when he was discussing about the next BIG concert for Sweet Charity. Yeah,Uncle Yong passed away. I was shocked and sad at the same time.

I mean not that I know him really really well but I know him and I've seen him with his family and our families were getting close. And the only way our families meet is by our dads and stuff like that. So it was pretty sad and sudden.

Plus,it was kind of a tragic death. I pity Ajil,Uncle Yong's youngest son. Yeah. All I hope is that our families will still pay visits like during raya and stuff even though Uncle Yong's passed on.

There was an article on him in the 8/12/08 Monday's The Newpaper. Yeap.

Sunday was fun. Okay. Kinda. It was like a road trip to JB to pick my sister up from Sofitel. Ride back was nice and we were singing the Hari Raya Haj songs etc etc. I knocked out just as we reached the Malaysian checkpoint. Jam.. What else? Sleep uh. Hehehe.

Reached at like 12.30am.

Eidul-Adha made me fat! All I did was eat eat eat. I ate at 12pm and took a short nap till around 3.51pm. Got up from the sofa,ate again. Then went to my aunt's room where ALL of us took pictures and laughed a whole lot.

I love raya gatherings. :D Then from Wak Sal's house. ALL of us left including the host itself,left for Cik Acu's house.

Training killed me today. Mr Pedro is FINALLY back! :D :D His hair grew longer. I think he's gna cut it today or something.

BUT SERIOUSLY! TRAINING WAS HELL! It was only stridings but it sucked man. Yeap.

Now I'm here. My eyes are like -.- I wanna take a nap. Good Day!

I'M SORRY IF I BORED YOU.

2008-12-05T23:32:00.001+08:00

Okay. The song you're listening to is a temporary song cause I'm waiting for Generation by Simple Plan to be out. :D But it's nice although I have NO idea what it's all about. Hahaha! :D Enjoy!

2008-12-05T23:08:00.002+08:00

Hello people! I'm back! I am so malas so I'll copy paste. :D

I uploaded videos on Youtube. I swear I was so damn bored. Type redcooper94 if you wanna see what stupid videos I uploaded. Hahaha.

Alright. So Mus was supposed to wake me up at 7am. I set my alarm at 6.30am,it rang but again with the mindset of "Let Mus call me,then I wake up." IN THE END,we woke up at 7.54am. HAHAHA! Awesomeness.

Went to school. Team B won 3-0. Then we went to eat. Then we met Frin. Then we took like 20 minutes just to decide where to go. I swear if Frin brought her second house's key,we would have gone there and slumberrrr. And her second house's at Casablanca. The one opposite Innova JC.

But she didn't so we took 960 and wanted to go to National Library to sleep. HAHAHA! Wth. But since cause I was sooooo sound asleep in the bus,Mus decided we should go all the way to where it stops and go back. Sleep sleep sleep,the bus uncle had to wake the THREE of us up. Yeah,we slept in the bus like we were in our own homes. The uncle had to clap and said "Oi!" For us to wake up. Makkk,uncle kurang ajar pe. We got names. At least,nice nice or something la. Tap our shoulders or something. This one no. "OI!" and clap is the best he can do.

Muka sleepy. (Sleepy face)

Oh yeah. We ended up at Millenia Walk which is at Marina which is also near City Hall. *Muslihah Muj,are you laughing now?*

So we walked to Candy Empire and I spent God knows how long just to pick ONE sweet to wake me up. Mus and Frin left me to buy Frin's doughnut.

And so we walked and walked and we passed this stage thingy in Millenia and one of the performers that was written on the board was something Pukamak. And I pointed it out and we started laughing like mad. Hahahah! PUKAMAK. Get it? Sounds like... Hahahahah! Nvm.

We walked to Marina and started going crazy with "You can have whatever you like,whatever you like!" Hahaha! It was crazy. I swear. :D I haven't acted so "wildly" in public for the longest time. Hehehe.

Bused back to Woodlands and I slept again as usual. I was so damn tired. Slept at 3am. Okay,not the point.

We went back to school around 4.20pm. And we didn't wanna watch soccer,or.. I didn't wanna watch soccer cause it wasn't Singapore so we watched Netball instead. I'm glad I watched Netball. They were damn bloody cool. It was a fally,fall here,fall there game though. Like players from Singapore and Australia kept falling. Cute to see though. Haha. And Aussie players have nice sports bod. Like oh man,how I wish I had a body like that.

Then we watched soccer. It was scary. And Ms Jennifer was a running physio cause she had to run in and out of field to attend to players who got injured halfway. We lost 1-0 to Qatar. But all in all,it was a damn good game and the players fought well.

Same goes for Netball cause it was like all sec 1s except Athirah and Kim playing with U17 players from Aussie. Score was 45-39 I think. It was really really close. Well done to both teams! :D

Now..... I gotta compile all ICYL reflections and send it to Mrs Lu by tomorrow morning. Cause I've got WALA outing tomorrow. WOOHOOOOO! I can't wait to meet Aisyah. Miss that minah a whole lot! :) Okay,so goodnight people! :D

P.S: Oh. Did I tell you I walked from SAFRA Tampines ALLLLLLLL the way back HOME. It was like a 20-30 minutes walk and it felt so damn good cause I had to clear my mind and 5 was taking it's own sweet time so I walked home. :) I feel soooo much better now. :D

2008-12-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

Have you ever wondered what it would be like when people you love are not here anymore? Like they're suddenly gone. And right at that moment,you realise how you took advantage of time and wished you have not taken that person for granted. Life's too short. You don't know when you're gone.

People might say,you're too young to die. Well,people don't know. Cause I have seen lives being taken away and thing is,that person's not even in his/her mid twenties. Not seen but you read stuff y'know.

It doesn't get to you or me at that point in time cause it's not our loved one or we barely even know that person but it will if it happens to someone you know,someone you love.

The message I want to bring across is not about death but more of like,don't regret stuff y'know.

I mean if there's something you want to tell someone,do it. It may bring joy,it may bring sadness but that person will soon realise whatever you said means a lot. Unsaid things,might change someone's life.

And clear things before you're gone. Like clarify things,stuff like that. I know some won't believe in doing this now cause they think the world is waiting for them. Like there's a road being laid out for them but who knows,the road might just cut short. That applies to me too sometimes.

Then again,easier said than done right. But think of it,once it's done. You'll feel at ease.

There's a lot of things I want to say but it's tough to put it into words. I'd have to sit down and think and write it out.

So live life to the fullest,friends. Even if it means hurting someone,hurting yourself or bringing joy to the people around you and yourself. Don't forget about people who were and are there for you. Cause they are part of your life and part of who you are.

Notice the were. Some people are forgotten and we don't even realise it. Because we,are busy with our daily lives that we sometimes forget how we got here and who helped us along the way.

Sometimes,these forgotten people are sad. Sometimes,they're happy. And sometimes,all they need love and understanding.

So do what you gotta do,today. Don't wait.

2008-12-02T12:50:00.005+08:00

So I'm back.

Yesterday was a really exhausting day but I loved it. It's on lj but first post is locked,second one's not. So I'll blog about the first one here. Second one,go read it on my lj.

So anyway,we watched soccer yesterday. Okayyyy. Know what. I AM SOOO MALAS. I'll unlock the first post la. Hahaha! Sooooo. Go to http://habsterama.livejournal.com/ to read the posts. :)

Yeah,so now I'm here wasting my life. Okay,not exactly but I'm going to do some serious thinking today. :D Gonna do my reflections and do my exercises. Cause getting a shin spleen,scares the crap outta me. :)

Oh yes,I feel like killing Ilmi cause he disturbed my sleep. :( You watch out. Next time,I call you at 7am in the morning. Hahaha!

Okay,cheers!

2008-12-01T00:38:00.002+08:00

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IT'S SO NICEEEEEE!

EMO BUT WHAT THE HECK,I LIKE IT AND IT'S

NICE! :D :D :D

ENJOY!!

2008-11-30T23:33:00.003+08:00

Hehe. I'm back people reading this post. :) So let's see Thursday was Macritchie,as unusually usual,I died. My shoulder was giving its stupid thingy problem again and I was in pain,definitely. I jogged with Charmaine and could still talk to her at a very fast pace. Cool huh?

Bla bla bla. Oh yes! I spent my Wednesday afternoon with Ilmi and Zul just around here. :) I'm lazy to type it out cause I've got it on my lj. Friday was same ol' same ol' training stuff.

Friday's training was crazy I swear. It wasn't tough but it was hot and I hated it soooo much. Went back home,showered,got dressed and left the house again.

I caught Snow White & The Seven Dwarfs Musical at National Library with Mrs Gan,Shi Ying and Isabelle. It was AWESOME! I really liked it. Funny and nice. :) Like it was a WHOLE new set of Snow White & The Seven Dwarfs. :) Okay,I'm starting to love musicals...

AFTER that. Star Karat Valerie,picked me up and we DROVEEEEE to the airport. And the first thing I did in the car was.. "WHOOO! VAL'S DRIVING!" Hehehe. :D It was so damn cool. :D

We sent the other 2 Star Karats off for PSG. PSG is making me depressed. Okay,whatever. There'll be other times. :) Val and I were out till like 1am. :D For the first time,I was out so late at night with a non-family member. :)

So yesterday,I just spent my time sleeping and going for a wedding and staying at my aunt's place. Yada,yada,yada. :)

Oh yes,there was one moment when Aqil,Alinur and I were outside with hats and caps on us and just talking like it was our father's road. :) It was really really cool. :)

So today,I went for madrasah SOOOO early in the morning just to get my report book. -.- OH! I PASSED! :D And yeah,I came home and slept till like 4pm. Hehehe.

Went for my dad's singing competition. He won 3rd! :D Like $200 cash prize I think. :) And yeah,after he sang,Ilmi called me.

Zul,Ilmi and I played 21,Stress and Game Of Life at the void deck opposite my house. HAHAHA! It was hilarious,I swear! Zul put number 3 after King for Stress when he had a Queen. Hahaha! And Ilmi wanted to "push in the chair" when void deck seats are like glued to the ground. HAHA! It was fun,overall. So much more fun than Wednesday's.

And all ended up at my house again for drinks. :) Now,I'm here. Going to sleep soon cause I'm meeting Mus and Frin tomorrow. Should I train? Hahaha! If I get bored of the match,I'll prbly do some stridings. :D Goodnight!

2008-11-26T13:38:00.003+08:00

Hello! :) Training yesterday was hell. But I did pretty okay I guess. I mean I haven't been training for a week and first track workout was pretty good I guess. Did not collapse although shoulder was giving me problems. I should really really check it out man. :( Wouldn't want to be running with on and off pains. That would just SUCK.

So after that,I met Mus,Syirah,Siti,Aqida,Frin and Rury at Downtown East. Seriously,I don't regret not going. :) Cause I was really tired but what the heck,I just went and although it was short,I had fun! I haven't laughed so hard in a long time!

Especially when Mus took the camera and was like ,"Ah Baik." so loudly that everyone in KFC turned to look at her. All were TKGians except Siti and me. Eh,but if I transfered out... I would also be a TKGian. :)

So the new found friends minus Siti left early. Amira met Syirah,Mus and I and we temaned her eat. All in all,it was FUN! :)

Trng today was a different story. I scored SEVEN times playing soccer. WOOHOO! So much for being scared of soccer. Player of the day! :D Then exercises blablabla. 3.30pm at Macritchie tmr. DAMN!

Like Manda said,why not do Macritchie in like Orchard Road or something. Run from Cine to Forum. Then do intervals like outside Wisma or something. Hahah! Okay,dream on. Macritchie's Macritchie. No more,no less,no change. :(

I shall go find things to do to kill time. :)

2008-11-24T20:26:00.003+08:00

Woohoo! I am BACK. And I am tired. :(

After not training for the WHOLE of last week,I trained with difficulties today. I was so tired at the 2nd minute of jogging and died at the 4th minute of farleck.

Plus Hwa Chong's not that a nice place to train at. Half the time,I was scratching my leg. Yeah,we had to do gym workout there too so yeah. Didn't like it,AT ALL.

Oh yes. And after the whole medicine ball and shoulder press,I was ACHING. :( I wanna train in school. Someone bring back school workouts for me. :(

So I was stuck with the juniors to do the Coach Recognition thing and they seriously made me laugh like one dog. Nabilah couldn't stop with her "Eh,what bus you all taking ah?" and Lynette with her funny comments at the questions.

They just answered Yes,DUH and all but didn't give an example. -.-

Oh well,we'll just continue tmr and tmr's TRACKKKKKK! Uh oh. I sense trouble for my body. :/

So goodnight people! :)

2008-11-23T21:45:00.003+08:00

Right now. I am loving the holidays. Training's at 2 tmr. :( Why does it have to be 2??? When the sun's out. I can't wait for Wednesday cause it'll be in SCHOOL and it'll be in the morning. :D

And right now also,I am searching for any shows I can find online. Gossip Girl is buffering. I shall try catch Veronica Mars also. :)

Oh yes,and I'm also finding links to re-watch Full House. I love Full House and maybe watch,Umizaru. The show I missed when I was in Hin Ann's room.

Also,I would love to change my blogs from You Should Be Dancing by Bee Gees to Heartless by Kanye West!

Okay,I've got a call to attend to so I'll blog once I'm done. :)

2008-11-23T11:06:00.003+08:00

Right. So I didn't sleep the whole night. Reached home at 2am and been staying non-asleep till now. Bravo,Habibah. :)

I just watched 3 back-to-back episodes of 90210 I missed over the 3 weeks. :) And it's awesome. I swear. Episode 11 is just hilarious. Let me share with you what Kelly told Annie and Naomi about girlfriends.

"Girlfriends are like plants. Guys are like cut flowers. Sure,they're pretty and they smell nice most of the time. But they don't last. And a plant or a friend,if you nurture it and take care of it,it grows and it lasts a long long time."

That's a really funny analogy. Half the time,I was laughing at the show. Hahaha! I shall try to put the video here but it's from 1.15-3 mins. So yeah. If you're bored,you should watch it.

Hahaha! I'm still laughing over how silly, the not-very-convincing facial expression of Kelly looked like. Hur hur. I would love to have a counsellor like her! It'd be awesome! :D

ENJOY!

2008-11-22T17:07:00.000+08:00

WARNING!

WORD HEAVY!

2008-11-22T16:00:00.003+08:00

So this week was another AWESOME week! On Monday was the start of ICYL and I have cool facils and cool group members. :) But our group name wasn't THAT cool. We were called Margaret. If only there was an Earhart or something. :)

Monday was about Learning. So we pretty much learned about ourselves and others and we had Orientation. Then,on Monday too,we rushed back to school for p6 Camp. :) My group,Hebe,is GREAT! They're the best! Reminds me of when I was in p6. Plus Hebe has the coolest and most fun facils. :) Cause I'm in it. Hahaha! We had, Divya, Shafiqah, Lin Dang, Fiona and myself. SO tell me how it's NOT the best? :P Slept at 1 that night.

Tuesday was Embody. We had the Plenary session and then we had World Cafe Conversation. I loved that THE most! It was so awesome and the conversations we had on Women Leadership was great. :) Then we had the Study Visits. We went to SingTel and yeah,I didn't really get what message they were tryna pass to us. So yeah...

Rushed back to school again. My dad drove us to school. Tuesday was really tough cause we didn't really come up with what to do for their performance night. So I stayed up till like 3.30am doing their affirmations and just thinking of the wacky dance moves for You Should Be Dancing by Bee Gees. Wei Ning stayed up with me till like 3am so yeah. Thanks Ning!

Wednesday was pretty dry. It was on Advocacy. The talks were cool but the workshop,I didn't really get. I left after lunch and went back to school. After lunch cause we would talk a lot then. And I liked it. :)

Went back to school,taught Hebe their dance steps etc. They could get it like right then and there so the group leaders had nothing to worry about. At night was their performance night and it was THE best! I mean we the red people (all of us were wearing the RED shirt) were so damn high. Performance was great! Hebe was awesome although there were some technical glitch and Sha and I looked like IDIOTS in front of the control room where we prompted them for the dance.

OUR performance topped it all. Everyone was so high on stage. Nad and I were WHOOOO! While Ivan and Andrew were doing their own solo moves. Hahahah! It was CRAZY! Then we had the Super Trouper Mass Dance which was soooo cool!

We ended with The Hello Echo After Me cheer. But then there was a surprise cheer where Scott just shouted Early Morning Late At Night! And then all the leaders like automatic infront of the audience and we did our war cheer! :) It was so fun! :)

Took pictures etc etc. Mrs Tan bought for us Pizza for supper. I stayed up till like 12am at the void deck with Nad,Andrew,Khai and gang. We ate Macs after eating Pizza.

I stayed up till like around 2 cause I had to bring down my flags and stuff to pack. All in all,it was a good P6 Camp. :D

On Thursday,it was on Dare. The Concurrent Sessions we had was cool. :) I went for Ms Linda Tan's together with Reshmi and Shaina. We were one of the earliest to go for break so three of us,played "Who can nibble Pocky the fastest". Hahaha! After tea break,there was this "Dare to Make A Difference" presentation which most of us TALKED through the whole session. Then we had lunch where we'll have our daily lunch talks again. :)

After that,I had to go back to school for some shooting then I rushed back to RG for the International Friendship Night. IT WAS AWESOME! I loved it to the max!! :) Performances by other countries were GREAT! I really like Indonesia's. They were so cool! :) IFN was so cool! We won an award for Most Curly. Thanks facils! Hahaha! Most Curly...

Oh yeah,then I had to send my sister off to Perth.

Then yesterday,we had the closing ceremony. We sang the ICYL theme song with ICYL candles. So I stayed till like 12.20pm talking to Jo and Reshmi and Shaina. It was cool! :) Jo does a really cute Mat imitation. HAHAHA!

So I met Mus at Orchard MRT after ICYL. Went to Macs where I had my lunch and we just talked and talked and talked. Been like a month since I saw her. I think. Anyway,it was nice meeting up and since I'll be so free,we can meet up again. :)

So yeah. That was pretty much EVERYTHING! :)

2008-11-22T15:32:00.002+08:00

Hello Earthlings! I am back. I am exhausted. Anyway,I'll do an update from 3rd Nov to today.

So from 3rd to 5th November,I had the SOA Camp and it was AWESOME! Although the place we stayed at was creepy,it was AWESOME! I took up the photography workshop while Jovi took IT,Ivan took Music and Athirah took Rap & Cheer.

It was so cool. Our Olympian that we got a chance to talk to was C. Kunalan. See the relation? So it was easy for me to talk to him. :) My group,Montreal,was fantastic! I had like so much fun doing Chicken Dance and playing games and just fooling around. :) I miss it. :(

So on the 5th of November,I rushed back to school. I could have gone like the next day but I wanted to help Angela with her Science (they were taking Major Mods on 7th for Science). It was alright although HALF the time we were laughing and giggling and I think I got sent off to my original place. :(

Nothing much happened on the 6th. Same ol' same ol'. Yeah,I can't remember what happened on the 6th. On the 7th,I spent the whole day in the library except for when we were having English which wasn't English at all cause the class was too busy revising Science.

I was in the library revising my Math. And when they were gonna end their Science Major Mods,I was doing Geog Test.

I spent my weekends studying. Believe it or not. On the 9th,I spent 5 hours just doing Math.

So anyway,10th was my Math Majors. It was pretty much alright. Got a like 49 I think. Math Majors was at 12.30pm so straight after that,some few of us had to rush to do our Science Honours. I got a 20 for that! :D

11th was Science Majors and I swear it was hell. Like half the time of open-ended quesitions,my mind was blank. I didn't know what to write. Some of 2B were exchanging glances. Hur. But I'm glad it was over. :)

On the 11th,we... just slacked around after dinner at the field and yeah. It was awesome!

12th was slack. WOW was great. Had to do some serious packing at night. Yeah,I cleared like almost everything on that night! :) Ira came over too and we camwhored and then I slept. :)

13th was sad. We had the Sec 4 Graduation Night. And yeah,I controlled my tears during the event itself but after the event when all of them were taking pictures,I just cried cause I would miss my seniors so much. And thanks man Gina for calling Meixian down. Made me cry more.

Cry cry cry. Pictures pictures pictures. Then half of the Track Academy met at the track cause that's the only place we'll come together. :) The juniors composed a song for the seniors and it was really really sad. Like everyone was crying,even those singing were crying.

Then...we played Wacko and other wacky games till like Lights Out. I didn't want to sleep and Ira asked me to go to her room. So I went and they were playing UNO,snacking and allother last night kinda stuff. I slept at around 3am. Hin Ann and Vas didn't sleep AT ALL!

You should read my lj for the Grad Night stuff. :)

I had CL Camp on the 14th. On the 14th we just played Hoopla and dodge ball in the auditorium at night. Slept at the rec room. I slept at 3.30am. It was awesome! When I slept,some of the guys were still playing their LAN games. :/

We went to Jalan Bahtera for High Elements and we kayaked like over there. It was so fun! :) I was shagged by the end of the day. Oh yes,after I reached school,Andrew's dad gave me a lift to some purple line MRT station cause I was to meet Noreen,Meixian,Fudin,Ning and Malcom at Vivo.

We ate at the hawker. Lepaked at the roof of Vivo and that was pretty much it. I went back with Malcom cause he stayed at Pasir Ris and I stayed at Simei. So same line.

On Sunday,after madrasah. I went out with Ilmi and Fad and Aslam and Zul and Jian Chao. We went to play pool first and Fad and I rocked. Cause we won Ilmi and Aslam although they keep saying that they won cause we didn't say which hole the black ball going in to. :(

Then we went to ECP and just talked and walked around. It was fun. :) After ECP,I rushed to Woodlands cause we had a TeamPedro movie kind of thing. Watched Madagascar but I slept through it cause I didn't really like it. SO yeah.

That was an update of the past weeks. Next post will be on this week's. :)

2008-11-08T14:20:00.002+08:00

Okay. Was wiki-ing Catalunya and Chile came to mind. And when Chile came to mind,Mr Pedro came to mind. Okay,I miss my coach already. The team has to wait for another month. MONTH. Till he comes back.

Trainings are so..different. Talking bout training. I have no idea what we'll be doing this week cause I haven't got the training log yet. I THINK it's the same as what we did last week. Is it?

Alright. Shall go study now. Till then people! :)

2008-11-08T01:50:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings. I'll update about the WHOLE entire week after the 11th. Oh yeah. Am bringing the laptop back to school again. :D I'm freeeeeee after the 11th. Can't wait. Have to do damn bloody well for Math and Science,I don't care. :)

So anyway,I packed 3/4 of my room today. Threw ALL my English stuff and packed ALL my clothes. Left with only 3 shirts for me to wear for 2 weeks over and over again. :) I shall bring boxes this week,to keep te remaining books I have and refuse to put them in the luggage. Big luggage is full btw.

Watched the 9.15pm HSM 3 at E-Hub with the cousnals and it was pretty cool. Like prbly the BEST of them all. :D I really enjoyed it.

And then we went to eat at Simpang Bedok till like 1.20am around there. Was laughing like a dog man. Especially in the car.

I love late night movies without the parentals but with the cousnals and especially when one of them can drive. :) It's AWESOME! :D

And apparently now,the clothes I wore smell like burning cigarette smoke. Yeah,cause my cousin was smoking in the car. And everytime he smokes,I will have to roll down the window.

OKAY! I GOTTA STUDY MY ASS OFF. I HAVE TWO AWFUL DAYS TO CRAM SCIENCE HONOURS,MATH MODULE TEST AND THREE DAYS FOR SCIENCE MODULE TEST.

All The Best of Luck! :)

Till then earthlings!

2008-10-30T09:32:00.002+08:00

Hello people! I'm back. The Kiwis left last night and I was so sad. Like extremely sad. It was like a deja vu. On 6 May,we were the ones in the bus and they were the ones outside waving to us. On 29 October,they were the ones on the bus,we were the ones waving to them. :(

Nothing much has been happening. My guest was AWESOME! :D We went to places with them on Monday then everyone got so high in the bus before we reached school. No idea why.

Life's been the same ol' same ol' thing. Nothing much to blog about really cause I've been studying and revising and just being boring in school,really. So yeah. That's about it. Till then! :D

2008-10-27T00:38:00.001+08:00

I am tired. Today was fun although I kind of slept the WHOLE afternoon.

I'm so lazy to post cause I can't be bothered and I feel like studying now. Since I'm NOT going to Cik Acu's house. :( That is utter depression okay. :( They're gonna come home at like what? 4am? And i'll be like what? Studying? Geez.

2008-10-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

Good Day mates. I just came back from Orchard like an hour ago. Was SUPPOSED to go to Malaysia for my cousin's open house but my guest didn't have her passport with her and the principal kept it in school. So yeah.

We just hung out at like Orchard and City Hall. Where I,Habibah Najihahbi,spent 50 over dollars on CD albums. Yeap. I got Travis,Jason Mraz and James Morrison.

I got Travis at Gramophone though and it's SO much cheaper. They sell much much more vinyl at Gramophone than HMV. Next birthday wish,a vinyl player. :D That'll be AWESOME!

That was supposed to make me feel happier but I was more sad cause I couldn't buy all I wanted. I had to choose between Oasis and Katy Perry's or the JM's. And I picked the JM's.

I'll probably BEG my sister to buy me Oasis and Katy Perry's. Or Oasis and Coldplay's. Or Oasis and Gym Class Heroes. Or Oasis and The Dey. OR Oasis.. and LL Cool J's.

Yeah. Oasis is a must cause I've been eyeing that album since October 17th! :(

We walked and shopped and blah blah blahed. Now,I've got to do my Geogy. Which I dread. THANK GOD MY LAST GEOG TEST IS COMING SOON! :D Left with Majors for Math and Science,Paper 1 for Malay,Geog and I'm DONEEEEE!

Oh,then I've got camps and camps during the WOW project week. WOOHOO!

I realised,I'm much more busy this year than last year and I've got no time to waste. I shall start mugging like crazy for Math and ESPECIALLY Science. Cheers!

2008-10-24T23:17:00.001+08:00

Life's meaningless now.

2008-10-24T19:59:00.004+08:00

Muslihah Mujtaba! You're in Vietnam now. *thinks* Oh man. I should have taught you the bad words my LO taught us when we were in Vietnam. HAHAHA! Okay anyway,hope you're having fun now. Like foster caring people and all. HAHHAAHAH! I swear that short catching up session with you on... I can't rmbr was funny. Hur hur. I know your secret hun. :P

And I'm so glad that it'll be four of us again. WE NEED TO GO OUT! Like four of us. Cause it has ALWAYS been four of us. Although we're like all in different schools,I know what we have will last long. Just last week,Mus and I were fighting over stupid jalan raya. -.- And now,I totally forgot about it. :)

And then Siti's been MIA for so long. My dear girl,it's been a YEAR! We were friends since like what p1 in 1G? Hahaha! And I still rmbr the time my two front teeth fell off cause of your head. Ouch.

And Syirah,you're like.. Aku pun tak tau ape cerita. Hahaha. But we need to meet up soon. Cause exams will be over and we have nothing to worry about and we can have FUN! :)

Ahhh. Talking about us. I miss Grad Night. Nvm. Not the point.

Point is,I know I still can count on you guys no matter how distant we are. Know why? Cause we're bloodsisters. :D With all the bitch fights,we'll prbly only become closer. We'll just wait till I leave Sports School.

And travelling plan is still on okay! When we grow up. I don't care. I wanna join also. HAH! So Mus,you can't halau me now. Hur hur. :P Love you guys to bits and pieces. <3

2008-10-24T19:47:00.002+08:00

Ah faggots of all faggots. I hate this week. I hate Tuesdays cause they give me bad luck.

I wouldn't like to talk bout the unpleasant here cause if I do,it'll be sooooo emo. I'd rather lock it on lj. So if you're lucky,you can read it.

Anyway,Wednesday night was AWESOME! Like after NZ rehearsal and stuff,I went back to my room and somehow,a "Slumber" party started. But it was only like 4 of us. Ilma,Sha,Nadhra and I. We couldn't stop laughing.

Firstly was Sha and Nadhra laughing at Ilma's video in my phone. And then both of them suddenly jumped on me after they found out there was an insect. BOTH!

Before Mystery Jam 12 started,we asked Nadhra to draw the curtains and close the windows.

Sha: Eh,Nadhra. Nadhra. *pointing at the window*
Nad: Sial ah Sha.
Ilma: AHHHHH!
Sha and I: AAAHHHH!

Nadhra jumped down from our balcony to the beds. Hahahahahah! And my heart was beating so fast already then. The outside was more visible when we wanted it to be like invisible. -.- Thanks ah Nad. HAHAHA!

So Sha braved herself and went to close the windows and curtains. And just as she finished that,the radio started going "tick,tock,tick,tock". Sign of Mystery Jam 12. So she jumped down,we screamed and all cramped up at one particular spot cause we were all so scared.

Then we shifted positions and stuff and ended up,all of us slept in a row. It was bloody funny I swear. And Nadhra called me SPASMS the next day cause I had spasms at night. -.-

So that was all I liked about this week. Rehearsals weren't as fun as last week's. NZ people are here and my guest is resting in her room. I shall let her rest until dinner's ready. :) Till then!

2008-10-19T01:37:00.003+08:00

Today was exhausting and coincidentally the themes were Change,Dreams and Freedom. Has got a lotttt to do with me. But whatever,not the point. I'm glad it's over cause yeah.

I reached home at like 8.30pm and had to change and leave for Cik Aini's Open House. I am tired.

This week is definitely not my week. I need to scream again. Now even louder and possibly till I get tears out. Cause it's too much to bear,too much to bear.

And apparently right now,I am lost and screwed and at Code Red. This Code Red is no false alarm. I've been getting myself into trouble lately till I don't know what I'm thinking.

I almost got hit by a speeding van today,almost rolled down the escalator. How I wish I was hospitalised now. :) Then I would get time off from EVERYTHING really.Maybe a day or two without worries.

I have no more comments cause all has been said and done. You've said your words and I've said mine. You win. I lose.

2008-10-18T01:10:00.002+08:00

Okay. I love my Bestfriend so damn much. I just had a bombing chat session with her and OH MY GOD. I laughed like crazy. I shall not share with you what we talked about. If not,she'll be as good as dead. :P And by the way,we didn't bitch so there's nothing to worry about people. :) Hahahahaha! Okay,I'll laugh them off to sleep. Thanks for cheering me up hun. Love you long-er time. :D

2008-10-17T23:26:00.002+08:00

I am pissed and angry at you. So if I'm not talking to you,then it's not my fault. Cause you caused it. You should have thought about it before sending that message. This year won't be like any other year. In fact,it'll change from now on. You've changed. That's all I realised. I guess you don't really care anymore or maybe you do,but you put maybe yourself before others. Maybe this is a one-sided thing but then,all would have agreed until you gave them a choice. I don't know why,but maybe you forgot that I wasn't free AT ALL. And maybe you forgot that all was alright with the date,until you changed it and gave them a choice to pick on. And then there came that slang again on the phone. That totally changed my mood and I didn't want to talk at all then. Guess now,I'm not gonna talk to you. Until you know how hurt I am.

So anyway,that was one. Another would be just right below this.

I don't know what happened to the whole bunch of us. Like we're suddenly so separated ever since I have no idea when but yeah. Now... I hate being sitting on the fence but that's what I'm gonna do. It's gonna stay that way. No one's with me cause it seems that almost everyone is taking sides. I know you've bitched about me but even so,even how bad or how far the bitching went,I'm still not going to take sides. Because I've let it go. It only means one thing,but that one thing,I'm not going to share. So I hope all goes well soon. If not,I'll still be on the fence no matter what.

Lots of Love,

Habibah

2008-10-17T22:26:00.004+08:00

This post should be about Sunday.

Wakeboard World Cup Singapore was AWESOMEEEEEEE! I swear. I loved it! Like the finals were awesome. Raimi Meritt broke her board! Like it BROKE into half! Dallas Friday won the rest by 20 points. She gave like big air all the way. :D

IT WAS JUST AWESOME! REALLY! Like my day wasn't wasted at all. :) CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT YEAR'S! :)

OKAY! Now I'm pissed cause I can't seem to upload the pictures. :( I'll upload it soooooon! :D

2008-10-17T22:02:00.003+08:00

So I'll blog about the week in school first. It was definitely not my week. Already on Sunday night,I was a sour plum and as usual Sundays,if I'm stressed,I'll scream no matter what the time is (not later than 11.15pm though).

And sorry Angela for suddenly screaming at you.

Monday was a day which I don't think anything BIG happened. Just had test and slacked.

Tuesday was not so tiring in Macritchie although we did like longer intervals. :/ Again this week,I jogged like nobody's business and reached the bench first.

Wednesday was again an UNLUCKY day for me. My head hit the pipe while playing rugby and it was bleeding. Well,I didn't know until after the whole thing. I got knee-ed as well and it caused some serious pain the next day.

Wednesday NIGHT,I went to the rec room for Angela's sake to watch the 9pm show. I think it's cool. Anyway,that night also,I fell from her bed cause apparently she only gave like a quarter of her bed to lie down on. And when she moved,I moved too and fell.. :( That was a very laughy night for me cause she... Nvm. I'll keep it between us two. :P You know what I'm thinking. :P

Thursday was killer training. I swear I was DEAD tired during the last rep. My knee buckled and that cost me like difficulty to run the whole of my 80m. :(

Thursday night was CRAZY. I swear the NZ group people make me laugh like crazy.

The whole of our rehearsals in the music room will definitely make me laugh till I roll on the floor. Jovi,is childish. Andrew has always been .... during rehearsals. Kiat Xuan is... HAHAHAHA! No comments.

Jo laughed really hard last night cause I thought a move for Jovi as an elephant. Cause he knelt down and stretched his arms out. SO I took it and flapped it for him.

The he was like,"You think what. Dumbo ah?" And all started laughing.

And in the midst of thinking of the whacky steps,Andrew suddenly said,"Eh guys. Hurry up la. Someone preparing to take class photo already." So we all turned to Kiat Xuan and he was sitting on the chair with his hands on his knees. And all started laughing so damn hardly!

Plus,it was already like 10.15pm and they made me laugh like crazy.

I got so high in Angela's and Ning's room and went back to my room feeling sooooo high!

Nadhra,Sha and I,we stayed up till like 12am to listen to Mystery Jam 12 but in the end,I fell asleep when the person was talking on the phone. Hur hur. Sha and I joint our bed matress on the floor and slept. It was like a SLUMBER party and it was soooo awesome! :D

I discovered HMV today in 2 and a half hours browsing through all the albums and DVDs. I wanna get Travis' Ode To J. Smith. IT'S OUT PEOPLE! It's OUTTTT! The song J. Smith that I once put on my blog,is out in that album!!! :D :D

2008-10-17T09:08:00.000+08:00

Good Morning lovely people! I am in school. I haven't blogged like in days! I'll do a proper one tonight. It'll probably be two or three blog posts tonight. :) So see you tonight! I got a feeling we've got a fire drill coming in 10 minutes maybe? Till then!

2008-10-11T23:15:00.005+08:00

Hello earthlings! I. Am. Back. :)

World cup was cool! It was a WHOLE new environment! I really liked it. But I didn't know where to go really,so I just stayed in the tent and took pictures and more pictures. I got to see Phillip Soven ride (cause he was the last one and Angela was already waiting for me). Hur hur.

Talked to Dallas Friday too. :D She looks different. I could barely recognise her. :/ So then after the whole thing,I went to meet Angela Tan at Raffles City. We went to get her YOGURU. And THE present and then we went Starbucks to study. Moen joined us.

And after a while,we were laughing like mad cause there were supposedly TWO gays sitting beside us. I completed the Similarity worksheet. :) So Bestfriend and I bused 579 back and didn't talk. Cause she was messaging and if she msges,I talk,I'll be talking to the wall. :/

So yeah. Thank You Bestfriend for today although you were SUPPOSED to study and not lie on my shoulder.. Made my bag heavy for nothing.

P.S: I can never give her a paper and pencil cause she will draw on my paper for nuts! SHE DREW ON MY WORKSHEET!! But I still love you. :)

PP.S: Angela is my addiction. HAHAHAHAHA! *inside joke*

2008-10-11T12:14:00.002+08:00

So I guess I'll be going for Worlds ALONE and studying ALONE after that. Thanks to someone. But it's okay. Not your fault. Used to it. :)

So I watched 90210 last night and it never fails to get better. Adrianna died (I think) cause of drug overdose. I think it's gonna be DA BOMB! And they didn't show Ty for episode 7. So I guess.. Nvm. Wouldn't want to hurt Aisyah. Haha!

They just showed an ad on Star World about 90210 premiering on Nov 4th. I'd prbly be at episode 10 or 11. :D And then I'm gonna spoil for all you humans. HAHAHA! But I got a feeling they're gonna cut the serial halfway like how they did with One Tree Hill. Sheesh!

2008-10-10T22:37:00.002+08:00

Tell me who wouldn't LOVE The Wreckers. :D

So anyway,cross out that emo/I don't know what post.

This week has been okay. Really crazy all the way. I can barely remember all the funny things that happened.

Oh yes! Now I do. Sha and I got really scared on Wednesday night cause the Ping Pong Ball from her table dropped to the floor suddenly. Yes,and I had nightmares that night. :/

Angela and I,think we saw a lightning going inside her room and into Wei Ning's phone charger which was plugged to the plug-in thingy. Like it was a flash of light. And we both freaked out (actually she only) and hid under the blanket until she realised, how idiotic we looked like. :/

School has been exceptionally okay. I shall start studying for Major Module,soon. :) As much as I want school to end,I don't want it to end. Cause then,I wouldn't be having late night talks. :( All will be saved for a busy 2009. And yes,2009,I'll be DEFINITELY busy as what Mr P says. All the best & KEEP FIT!

Physio has been doing some serious muscle tightness along my calves. And I swear,recovery is going slower than i expected. I can't even sit in a proper prayer position. :/ Strength of the ankle might take 6 weeks to recover. SIX LONG WEEKS! :(

I'm depressed. And I'm afraid to play soccer now. So now.... I'm going to be doing my homework. :) I want to do it tonight. :D

P.S: Angela,do NOT slack. Cause I know you are. You're going to die with me for the next 5-6 days I tell you. :P

2008-10-10T17:49:00.002+08:00

I know you're reading this and you know you're reading this.
I was kinda shocked to hear you speak in THOSE kind of Minah slang on the phone just now.
It held me back for a while. And yeah. I guess maybe this is the reason why I'm not as close anymore and in addition,I'm away from you guys most of the time. All of the time actually. Maybe I'll join you tomorrow at night,maybe I won't. It depends. Cause it's all for you right. No offence but yeah..

Okay. So a lot happened this week and I don't wish to talk about it cause I'm not in the best of moods right now. So if you wanna get screamed at or irritated at,come approach me. I'll vent all I have in me. Thank you and good day.

2008-10-06T20:05:00.003+08:00

MUST READ!

If you wanna know what I did last night. :P

Greetings from school! :) Yesterday was just damn bloody AWESOME. We went visiting and had only one house to visit. Then I was back to school. That's where the fun started. :D

Firstly,it was Nadhra getting shocked by me. She wanted to attack me with a broom I threw at her. So I ran to my room,got another broom,and hid behind the wall. So when she came near,I jumped put and scared her and she screamed and fell to the floor. HAHAH! Loser. :P

Secondly,it was the black heads on the nose sticky thingy which most of us tried. And Nadhra has NO nose. HAHAHA! :P

We took pictures. Angela,Wei Ning and Wendy were there. Fatin was there for a while only. Then Wendy left and ALL of us were making a lot of noise. Or rather just hanging out in my room till like 1am. Yes,we couldn't sleep. Or we could,but we didn't want to maybe?

SO at 1am. We went to Nadhra's room and woke her up. She came out this was how it went.

Us: Eh,you late for morning training already!
Nadhra: Huh? Serious ah?
Us: YAHH!
*Nadhra walking to the toilet*
Me: Hahah! Kidding,kidding. It's 1am.
Nad: HUH?! 1AM?! !@#$%

And she went on scolding us off for 2 minutes. :/ HAHAHA! But what the hell. :P And then she tried waking Elisa up but failed.

Then after the whole Midnight HuHa. I was damn on to do Math. So I did in my room then was invited by Angela to go to hers. So she tried doing,I tried doing. We both gave up soon after.

Seriously,I NEVER laughed so hard before. First,it's Wei Ning with her laughing for no apparent reason. Second,it's Angela with her. HAHAHAHA! I can't stop laughing about it. Ok. So I'll tell you what happened.

Me: I miss my grandfather.
Angela: Where is he?
Wei Ning: ? What the.
Me: Uh. Underground?
Angela: Huh? Whyyy??
Me: Cos he's dead?
Ning and I: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
*After two minutes*
Angela: OHHHHH! Now I get it! *and starts laughing to herself*

The THREE of us slept at 4am there about. The last bit of laughter was when Ning was talking to my monkey. I swear she looked and acted exactly like a RETARD! Haha!

And so we slept for the shortest sleeping time possible. Ning had mrng trng. I woke up at 6 but slept again and woke up at 7.20am. Angela,I don't know. She step no mrng trng cause she just finished Open Water. Haha.

But I slept in their room on their chairs which they arranged in a line. Which was comfy to sleep at first but when you wake up,you have BACK pains. :(

And I SURVIVED SCHOOL. Whereas the other two just died. :P Okay. I shall blog on lj.

So have a good night people! :)

2008-10-05T09:34:00.003+08:00

I think the picture of Annie and Ty is really adorable and the picture of Ryan,he's just fineeeeee. :D

2008-10-05T08:04:00.003+08:00

OH YES! Of all things I blog about,I forgot about academy outing.

ACADEMY OUTING WAS DA BOMB!

It wasn't really a bonding kinda thing at first but halfway cycling we bumped into the sec 3 track girls together with Meixian and Noreen who were roller-blading. So yeah,after that,it was REALLY fun. I could have kicked Liang Wei's ass on the bike cause she kept bumping our tyres.

Meixian held on to me and I cycled her up and down the slope. That sure was a workout. So friggin' tiring. We stopped at the jetty and took pictures. The wind was AWESOME! Then we cycled back and had Macdonald's. :)

I shall upload the pictures when I see Wan Ting online. :)

2008-10-05T07:53:00.002+08:00

Good Morning everyone. I am a pissed piece of crap. I woke up in the morning for NO reason cos I've got NO madrasah. :(

Anyway,left house at 1 yesterday for visiting. We went to Nyayi Lijah's house first then Uncle Ramli's house. Uncle Ramli has like 4? 5? what? Platinum thingy? Haha. I don't know. But it's really really cool!

After that we went to Uncle Yong's house,which,I slept. Cause I was having headaches. Then I slept in the car throughout till like 7pm. HAHA! Went to Nyayi Bi something Yah's house and had Asam Pedas.

HOMG! This year's raya is FULL of Asam Pedas. Last night was the fourth time I ate asam pedas. :D

After that went to Nyayi Bibah's house and then to Nyayi Jarah's. We watched parts of Bujang Lapok and yeah.

I was only really really awake when I saw my cousins. :D I have no idea where we're going today. Just wait and see. And I'm checking in tonight! :D :D

2008-10-04T01:49:00.002+08:00

Good morning. I am... TIRED. :( We went to only 3 houses today. First house was Yayi Noor's house. My family and Cik Aini's family spent TWO hours there. We reached at 6.45pm,left at 8.45pm. Damn long sia. But it was fun. :) Watched Sephia and parts of Lahad.

Then went to Nyayi Biba'yah's(?) house. I don't like to see grandaunts crying. I think it's really sad and insyaAllah,we'll get to visit her again for another raya.

Lahad is a pretty good movie. It's sad but I still prefer Daun Ketupat Kering,if I'm not wrong. Before leaving the house,waterfall already. It's THE sadest raya show I've ever seen apart from Airmata Ibu.

When I reached Wak Yah's house for the last one,I just slept till like 1.30am. :/

And thanks to someone for calling me Nanny Balls. -.-

So goodnight people! :)

2008-10-03T13:05:00.002+08:00

Oh yes. And my sisters,or rather my ELDER siste, is gonna scream at me cause I have this song as my blog song. Hahaha. :P

OH YES YES YES YES!

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE TAKING

THEIR PSLE PAPERS

THIS WEEK!

& THAT INCLUDES

YOU

'ALINURBI BTE AHMAD!

2008-10-03T12:58:00.002+08:00

Am currently in the comp lab now. School was okay. I slept in the car like the WHOLE way through. I mean obviously cause I woke up so damn freaking early. 5AM early. :/

Last night was pretty okay. Only 2 houses(dad's side). Uncle Bai's house has like TWO kittens. They are so freaking adorable! One slept on my hands when it got tired of playing around. Super cute. Thank God my nose wasn't THAT sensitive to their fur. :D

At Uncle Long's house,I kinda slept my whole visit there. Just sat on the sofa and slept. :/

School was pretty much okay. We slacked during Malay in Cikgu Shuhada's class. Danial Farhan is gay. Yes,I sat with them cause Hamizah and all had to do their assigned work. We had assigned work but what the hell. :) I swear I couldn't stop laughing.

English was slack. Science we had test and then practical. Also slack. MOST of us got 8/10 for the test. SO overall I got 24% out of 30% which is A LOT by the way.. :(

So now I'm waiting for the videos to download and I'm a watch them. :D One Tree Hill honey. :) Okay. Enjoy your day! :)

The whole world's moving;

& I'm standing still.

2008-10-02T13:43:00.001+08:00

I realised that I was surrounded with pretenders today. But in a way,I know you're not one of them. You just wouldn't fit. Good Day! I sense MOREEEEEEE visiting today. :D :D

2008-10-02T01:15:00.002+08:00

Right. JUST as I was about to sign out. Oliver came online. And yes,I haven't washed up neither have I slept. Duh,the obvious. :/

2008-10-02T00:19:00.002+08:00

Hello people! I am back from one WHOLE day of jalan raya. Am definitely tired. Slept at 3am yesterday,woke up at 8am today.

I took a damn good hour getting ready. Hur hur. With help from the sisterals of course. Although two just irritate me.

So yes. It was filled with new clothings and food and kuihs and money (hehehe) and EVERYTHING else! Pictures everywhere. Everywhere the car drives past,you see people/families in baju kurung. :D

So we only went to like 4? 5? houses today. And it was mostly on the east side cause we didn't want to tire Lutfi out. HE CAN WALK! :D With the help of crutches of course. :)

Aunty Maz has THE cutest and adorablest cats on EARTH. They're not afraid. And smart me,kept playing with them non-stop until when I STOPPED playing with them,I started sneezing like crap.

I think I'm allergic to cats. :( That's depressing cos cats are ADORABLE!

I shall not say how much I collected. Nope. Not gonna say. :P So good luck guessing if you DO want to guess.

I am tired. I shall upload pictures on Facebook and Friendster soon. And maybe some here. So goodnight fellow earthlings! I see more visitings tomorrow. :D :D

2008-09-30T22:33:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN!

Woohooo! It's RAYA! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?! R-A-Y-A! Like 30 days gone so fast. HOMG! I can't wait for next year's! :D :D 30 days of no food and water half the time. 30 days or less of library madness. It's over.

Yes. And today is the start of sending mass raya messages. Due to this,I haven't stopped messaging some of those I haven't talked to in a longgggg time. :) Gotta love mass messaging. :D

I know what's in all you people's mind now. LONTONG,RENDANG,KETUPAT AND THE KUIHS!! HOMG. It's like HEAVEN. I'm so glad.

And also. It'll be the beginning of waterworks,if you know what I mean. Especially to the parentals. Damn. I don't like crying but it's really really auto once you're on your knees. :(

OKAY PEOPLE! Go do your last prep and goodbye Geylang! All the awesome Raya programmes are on. :) Selamat Hari Raya my dear Muslimins and Muslimahs. :D

2008-09-29T22:51:00.001+08:00

Okay seriously. I AM FEELING THE RAYA FEVER NOW. Not as much as last year but I'm definitely feeling it. I'll prbly go over the moon after buka tomorrow. And I'll be one happy kid on Wednesday. HELLO! It's RAYA! Aidilfitri! Wowza. It's just TOO FAST. Can't. Believe. It. I'll be happy going around shifting cars. HUR HUR. :P

2008-09-29T21:25:00.004+08:00

Someone I love sent me a text message this morning. This is what it says:

Everyone has only 3 choices in life;
Give up, Give in
or
Give it all you've got.

I think what this,I would say quote,is trying to say is that. Our path of life can be chosen and we're the one who determines what path we wanna take. What happens along the way or obstacles that comes along with it is determined by God,in my case,Allah swt.

If we give up.. Well,we have nothing much to live for anymore cause we've simply given up the challenges that has been put up for us to overcome. So I wouldn't choose that.

If we give in.. It's better than giving up but you can't ALWAYS give in. You'll prbly lose out on some stuff that you don't wanna lose out on. It also depends what in the world you're giving in to. Like have unsafe sex? Hahaha. No way am I giving in to that but if we're talking about friendship,I'll prbly give in. I mean. That's the only thing that'll make you live right? Besides family.

And if we give all that we've got. Then I'll probably say that you're a role model. Provided,you give your all to things that are really difficult to give your all in. I'll definitely choose this one,cause what do I have to lose right? I mean,I might just die the next day. So why not give my all today? And we'll talk about the future tomorrow? Like one quote I came across from Khai's nick but I can't rmbr now. I'll share it with you when I DO rmbr. :)

Yeah. So if you think this is just an ordinary quote. I say you're wrong. Cause it may change your life. It definitely did for the person who wrote this quote hundreds of years ago,probably. And I wanna know who wrote this,really. :D

2008-09-29T04:09:00.003+08:00

Haha. Oh and I've been talking to Oliver since 3.40am. That's not my motive okay,to wake up so early. :P I should really get started with work. :/ Cos Oliver's taking a shower and I've got no one to to talk to. (No wonder I smelled something. Must be myself. HAHAHAH! Okay. Lameeeee. -.- ) All the best to him for his 3 tests tomorrow. And to the rest who are having tests. *Eyeing at you Mus*

2008-09-29T03:40:00.002+08:00

It's 3.4oam in the morning and I just woke up. Sounds like I overslept but no,I woke up this early to do my work. My brain only works well at this time of the day if I'm studying. From 4am to 7am. School will just be school.

So I buka-ed at Mus' house yesterday and it was awesome. Her mum cooked mee goreng for us and we had crab meat popiah. I came as usual,the last one. I didn't know the rest were gonna be there at like 5pm early. I came at 6. Haha!

I TRIED doing my work but couldn't make it so ended up talking instead of doing work. Only Suri looked like the one on task. Hur hur. Syirah was on the phone texting 24/7. Mus.. Sat on a nail and went "F***!" in front of her mum. Hahaahahah! But her mum was cool.

Another one was the Berita Harian thing. Cos Mus showed Syirah the page that got a lot of hantu.

Syirah: Okay.
Suri: *after realising the picture* Sial ah!
Syirah: Ehh,omg. Sial ah. I didn't see that.
Suri: Aaaaah!
Mus: AAAAAAHHHH! *throwing the newspaper upwards for no apparent reason*

Suri left early. So we watched F1. And we were laughing quite a lot but I bailed a while to do my Geog. And it was time to go. So Mus sent us down. I took a cab cos I was lazy. :/ And Syirah took 229. Reached home and slept. Now,I'm here. :D

Mum's sleeping on the chair (not sofa). She's been cleaning the house since like before I went to sleep. :/ Okay. So good day people! :D

2008-09-28T03:00:00.002+08:00

You're the sister I chose,

& I'll never give up nor walk away.

It's exactly 3am now and I'm not asleep. Firstly,I just painted the room...green. :/ It's like those dark green coulour but I hope my sis can come out with a cool design since she said she's good. HAHAH!

I think I'm gonna die of..What do you call that? When you smell too much paint. Drug abuse? Haha. Smelling paint's like smelling glue so I guess it's a drug. :/

Secondly,I'm not tired or at least that's what I think but not my body. I think I'm able adapt to the world anytime. That's pretty good I guess. I won't get jet lags(although I really want one). :) San Fran didn't give me any and I wonder why cos almost EVERYONE suffered from it except me... :/

Thirdly,I can't sleep. I refuse to. Maybe that's why I'm not tired. Or maybe I am but I just don't want to sleep. Been thinking a lot. About everything. You and you. How I don't feel that vibe of raya. How tonight ended. How... Nvm. I guess I'll just drown myself in my iPod and drift off to sleep? Maybe,just maybe. I will.

The thing is,

You don't have to cry.

& You don't have to notice;

The Unnoticeable.

2008-09-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

My time's never wasted;

P.S: LJ.

2008-09-27T12:38:00.002+08:00

Oh yes. And highlight of yesterday. Sha,Ilma and I sprinted for no apparent reason to the General Office yesterday morning. Cos we had duty and we weren't THAT late. But suddenly after we said Hi to Ms Ong at the Cat Nursery,Sha started jogging then running so all of us ran and was panting at the end. Sha walked fast first so we followed. Homg. My roommates are fast. Haha! Ex-trackers what... Of course! :D

Then Ilma,after I bathed,screamed at me and I got shock so I screamed as well. Basket. SECOND TIME!! :/ Hahaha!

2008-09-27T12:26:00.004+08:00

This picture is my fav of all fav. :D

2008-09-27T12:17:00.002+08:00

So that post just.. Nvm. Anyway,yesterday was Zone/National Colours Award. As usual,it was boring and I couldn't wait to take my award Was pretty much pumped up when the row before us got up. And was even more pumped up when it was our row's turn.

I got both for 1st time. So it's 1-1. After that,we went to the washroom and took loads of pictures. Came out,took 2 timer pics and one of the ushers were like "Your school taking photo". Then all 8? 9? of us saw the WHOLE red blazers people up on stage so we sprinted and got in it on time. :D

Then there was the Noreen-Heart-Attack incident. HOMG! That shocked me to the core and all of us had to cover her from behind. And since I was DIRECTLY behind her,I had to,had to help her zip her skirt. Kinda funny to think about it again though. Haha. I was giggling to myself on my way back home. :/

Went back with Hamizah and then went to the hospital to see my cousin. She literally broke his thigh while riding a bike. Yeah. Kinda sad. His whole right thigh is put in a cast. And to think I would want to ride a bike. Actually,I can. If I don't ride it like super fasttttt. Even if I want to ride fast,I'll go somewhere where the road is NOT used at all.

Came home. And yeah,that was when the night turned sour. Wish to not talk about it cos it's too much to handle. Good Day.

2008-09-26T23:17:00.003+08:00

I guess that's the reason why I always keep to myself at home. You don't understand me,and you never will. All you think of is good grades and the goods of everything. Guess you never take into account what we're going through. Or at least what I'm going through.

Life will not be the same cos you just ruined my once in a lifetime opportunity to make everything right. Tonight was the night but you had to take it away from me.

2008-09-25T21:21:00.003+08:00

I am back home,again. I reached home later today though. Training was in Macritchie and I don't really like it. Mr Pedro tried to chase me for stridings and I didn't want him to overtake me even though there's no punishment. So I guess,that was his motive. Like to make me run my best. :D

Pfft. Zone and Nationals Colours tomorrow. I'll be having eye bags on stage cos... I'll be sleeping late tonight. :(

HOMG! My house is damn kecoh. My sister's friends are here and they're like quarelling over God knows what. Noisy. 2 girls,2 guys. Bad bad bad. Too noisy.

Anyway,school was pretty okay today. Hangman during English was DA BOMB cos it was lame.
-.- I'm so sad and depressed cos I won't be able to help out for p6 camp. Got that RG conference thing. Sighhhh. I've been so looking forward to it. DEPRESSING. :(

Okay,I gotta do my work now. See you bums soon. :D

I hope you'll feel better soon;

2008-09-25T04:31:00.004+08:00

Good Morning everyone. I'm a zombie today. I'm so so tired. I think I'm gonna die soon. But I got to finish my play. I've got no idea on what to write. I wanna write it well. But I can't think which makes me wanna scream and throw everything around. Too tired.

So a lot has been going on. I've been sleeping really early on most nights and been waking up late. :) Yesterday's weather was just DA BOMB. I couldn't wake up,at all. I refused to.

Went back with Hamizah and we talked and talked. Played pickleball before that it was crazy. :P

Okay,I'm going to eat now. We're going to Macritchie today. :( << That means I don't wanna go cos I DO NOT like Macritchie. All the joggings up slopes and down slopes. :( :( :(

P.S: Thanks Oliver. :)

I hope things are going to change;

2008-09-23T21:03:00.001+08:00

I think I'm really weird cos I like to wake up super early to do my work and like to sleep really late doing nothing productive. Might as well don't sleep. But I can't cos if not I'll be sleeping in all classes and my marks will just go down like the stocks market a week ago(?). Okay lame and so Geography. :/ Goodnight.

2008-09-23T20:11:00.000+08:00

It's good to hear that laugh and that noise from you again.

2008-09-22T20:38:00.001+08:00

OH YES. AND LJ POSTS ARE LOCKED. THANK YOU. If you're lucky,you get to read. :P

2008-09-22T20:32:00.003+08:00

It's not wrong to write what you REALLY REALLY think right? So this is what I've BEEN thinking of.

Have you ever come to certain point where you don't know who to trust anymore? Like after so much that has happened. You don't know whether you should trust and let people in like right through you. I have. And it's still tough.

Everyone's pretending if you haven't realised. Your parents are pretending,your family. Everyone. So it has been more of like a human hobby or a human personality that cannot be extinguished. Again,I always write out of point cos I don't know where I'm heading. So I'll just stop here.

Just ask yourself,who are they and what's their purpose.

2008-09-22T20:03:00.002+08:00

Good evening. I am now a tired piece of crap. I feel like sleeping for real. But I can't cos I'm having sst in the room and I can't misuse the trust. So I shall just do my work till 9 then sleep.

Slept at like 2am yesterday. Couldn't sleep well. Kept waking up like nobody's business,tossing and turning feeling 1) Hungry 2) Just can't sleep. Woke up at 4.44am and smelled food. Haha. Ilma was eating. I slept through till like 6.09am then I woke up,brushed my teeth and started on my argumentative essay.

Last night was DA HORRID. Cos I was so damn high and yeah,just so damn high. I was just waiting for the right time.

So today,early in the morning,I was already screaming and shouting like free and yeah. I think.. Nvm.

Geog was cool. China is cheating on us. History was fun. Okay la. Not AS fun but still,fun. English was dotz. I did well for my essay and Paper 2 though. First ever time I got like 22/30 for essay and it wrote there,"Gd Writing. =)" Science was dotz. Just went through test paper. Math was more dotz.

Failed Math quiz TERRIBLY! It's my FIRST time and I'm so sad. :( Got like 5/33. Am probably lowest amongst EVERYBODY. Sucks. Big. Time. But I whatever,I'll just get my concept right and do well for the other quizzes and do well for my test. :) Like what Ms Lynn said,it can happen. So yeah,it CAN happen. And it WILL. :D

Did Geog test in the library. Interfered with training time. I was like half an hour late but I told Mr P already,so it was okay. Geog was :O Research,research,research.

Training was gym and Nabilah is... I feel like strangling that girl. HAHA! :P Bully me sia. Junior bully senior.. :(

I am half alive now. Optimistic eh. Haha. Okay,lame. -.- Got History and English to do..

P.S: My Malay's improving. I got 72 for this module. HOMG. After like 7-9 months!! FINALLY! :D It's coming back. Work. Harder.

2008-09-21T18:33:00.002+08:00

Good Day Earthlings. I just finished two of my computer related homework. Math Journal Writing and I'm halfway through my Malay Project. I think it's not bad. I mean what I've found out so far is pretty interesting.

But what I don't like is that how,people link it to something else that is really bad and the opposite. Not saying bad about the Malay Community or anything but I saw some really disturbing web pages by our own masyarakat. Go type Masalah Remaja Melayu and you see a whole lot of links. There were lucah ones and all. The world IS coming to an end.

No one appreciates what we're here for anymore. Even worse,no one appreciates our religion. Kita semua dipandang rendah. Cos of terrorism and all. I would like to fight for it but I've got no power and it seems so very impossible cos there's too many people going the left way.

I'm not alim or anything but I wished Remaja Melayu Islam now,would realise that how religion is important and if their Aqidah is good. We won't be treated badly. It's all about Akhlak and Iman. I know little but I wouldn't mind attending classes just to know more (although I haven't gone for madrasah in weeks. :/)

Anyway,the point is. I'm still proud of being an anggota of Masyarakat Melayu Islam cos although it has been tough,it has been great. There's this barrier for me which I can't cross over and if I do,Allah s.w.t would be upset. So it helps me to keep away from the bad side of hawa nafsu.

Okayyy. I still got a lot more to write for my project on Mengapa Saya Harus Bangga Menjadi Anggota Masyarakat Melayu. :D Wish me luck. Even if my scores are like shit,at least I learned something and already have. :)

The pain will never get better;

2008-09-21T13:08:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh. !@#$% I can't fast. !@#$% !@#$% !@#$% Why now?!?! Why wasn't it like last week or sth. !@#$% It's the week of Lailatul Qadr and I CAN'T fast. !@#$% Damn. It.

Like I told Mus,I'm going to leave this year's Ramadhan sad cos I feel like I didn't ibadat enough which SUCKSSSS like !@#$% !!! Urgh!! Im so sad. :(

Lailatul Qadr is like THE greatest time of Ramadhan. If you're lucky,you'll get it or something like that and it's a TRUE blessing. Like it's really really GREAT. It's like Allah s.w.t is opening HIS door to you only. That's how GREAT it is.

And to Syirah,I don't know if you know my blog but whatever,I know yours but malas want to link. You keep changing!! Mane tak malas. Hahah.

Anyway,we'll always be here for you. Come on la. Friends since like what,Primary 5 and you expect us to walk away from what you're dealing with. Hur hur. No way. So don't stress,don't stress. We're here. Mus will FOREVER be there cos she got NOTHING better to do than cari org yang ade problem. HAHAHAH! I'm kidding. We both will. Love you guys loadsssss! :D

2008-09-21T04:52:00.002+08:00

Oliver is the best person in the world right now cos he made me smile inside out a whole damn lot in just 20 minutes. Yeah,cos he had to go. Again. Oh well. I'll talk to him again soon. I hope. So Thank You and Goodnight cos I'm sleeping for real now. He came online and I ate. Now,it's time for sleep. :D

OH yes,before I do just that. I was telling my mum in the car just now about the one week off from track thing during the holidays. And I was like,"You buy me one ticket to Switzerland. I go holiday myself. Haha." Then she was like,"Eh eh,lawa. Or can. I pay for you then you go with Aunty Jah." HAHAHA! Imagine if I could. It'll be so awesomely cool. Like wow. I'm on holiday alone. :D Then maybe I can go see Oli. HAHAH!

Okay Habibah. Dream on. Although it's possible. Where's the money. Air tickets gonna blow cos it's DECEMBER and you're gonna be lost there. :/ Damn,how I wished it would and can come true. :(

2008-09-21T03:59:00.003+08:00

I was just reading some stuff and it got me thinking how 21 days can change your life. The course of it,can make your world go round or upside down.

Anyway,goodnight. I need to go ice my leg. :) Oh and did I tell you that I ONLY ate 3 pieces of bread yesterday cos I was really tired to even open my mouth? Yeah,I did. Like I literally ate with my eyes closed. So. Damn. Tired.

Yeap,so goodnight. It's 4am already. I'm going to eat and sleeeeeeeep. Sleep is heaven and it would be heaven.

I got this message at 2.59am.

"Not one person in this world is perfect,

Everyone makes mistakes.

What matters most is that,

We admit it,

Learn from it,

And never repeat it."

Okayyyy. I guess I won't be sleeping cos Oliver just came online after a week!! HAHAHA! :D :D :D :D :D :D

2008-09-21T03:30:00.002+08:00

Good Morning world. It's 3am and I'm not asleep. I just got back from my aunt's house.

So today,woke up really late(3.30pm). I was really tired. And had really weird dreams. We were in Vietnam and they were having PSG there. Nvm. Not the point.

So broke fast at Simpang Bedok again,now a different place. And yeah,I was pretty embarassed so I hid myself at 7 Eleven first until my sister called me to sit at the then,our table. My English is not making sense now but who cares...

So after that,we went back to the car. I wanted to sit behind so when I was only halfway in,my dad moved a little already. Leaving my body not sitted(?) down,my sister still outside,the door open,and the chair not in it's right position. :)

And then something else happened. Cos Alisha called Alinur and she was like,

Alisha: Alin.
Alinur: What?
Kakak: Wah,Alin sey.
Alinur: What. My friends call me that what.
Me: So she your friend all now la. Alin,Alin.
Alisha: What sey. Short form. My friends also call me Ali,Lisha,Alish..
Me: ALISH! Haha. Lish. Lish sound like dog. Like the dog leash.
Kakak: Haha. Leash.. *Turns back to look at me* Eh eh,you say leash to me.
Me: Er. Leash.
Kakak: Dog,dog.
All: Huh? HAHAHAHAHH!

And all of us started laughing cos she meant to say woof,woof and not dog,dog. Hahahaha!

Went to send my dad off for work then we went to Geylang. Geylang is like packed. I think the WHOLE Malay society was there. Met Suri,Nadia,Nadhra and a few others whom my mum knows but I don't. I bet if I went to the bazaar,I would have met like a dozen friends cos apparently,Mus and Syirah were there too.

So went to look for curtains etc etc. Baju raya. I mean one last one for me I guess cos I want red. Like kain songket type. None is to my liking this year. Last year's one was loveeeee. :) :) So I've got silver,blueish green,beige and I don't know. Prbly reuse last year's one which I really really like.

Then yeah,nothing more. Got really cranky at 1.30am cos I was really tired and we weren't home yet.

Abg Luqman gave me a motorbike helmet and I think it's cool. It's like those racer helmets. It's for scramblers but yeah,I've got it. :D Yayza!

SO now I'm waiting for pre-dawn meal,then I can go to sleep. Prbly wake up at 12.30pm cos I need 8-10 hours. Bathe. DO my homework. I have to. :/ No no,I have to and I would LOVE to do it. It's gonna be fun! I. AM. GOING. TO. LOVE. IT. :)

It's Gone. It's Done. It's Over.

2008-09-19T19:57:00.014+08:00

Did you ever wonder what it would be like if you weren't here anymore?
Like you're suddenly gone.
How would your world react?
Whatever you imagined is wrong.
There's nothing romantic about death.
Grief is like the ocean,
It's deep and dark,and bigger than all of us.
And pain is like a thief in the night.

-Samantha Walker

2008-09-19T19:57:00.010+08:00

It was meant to be a game,but it led the wrong way.
As much as I want to have it back,I know I can't.
It'll be all too different.
It'll be all too sudden.
& That's why it's never going to happen.
Cause the truth is revealed.
& It might just change the rest of our lives.
Each and everyone of us.

2008-09-19T19:57:00.007+08:00

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness.

What if I told you,your tears haven't been ignored,
And everything that was taken can be restored;

Butterflies are free to fly and so they fly away,
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why.
Even through it all I'm always on your side.

Have you ever heard the sounds,
In the shadows of a song?
Have you ever felt their words,
Blow right through you from beyond?

'Cause years pass and people change.
The bluest skies can turn to gray,
And though it's gonna hurt for now.
Every ship must sail away;

But if you cared,I couldn't tell.

2008-09-19T19:57:00.003+08:00

I think I'm either mentally retarded or just deprived of childhood. Either choice,it's pretty lame. Why I say that? Cos I was acting like as if I haven't sat on the motorbike for years. The last time was the day I went to Dipna's house. I was actually pretending to ride it. -.-

Anyway,I stayed off the computer last night just to study for my Science test which was today and I did pretty well for a person who didn't attend like a kazillion lessons and crashed the topic only a night before. 13/20. If I DO get to do my Practical 2,I might be getting an A but if not,I'll be getting a B. :(

Goal for end year report card,straight As. :) Just gotta buck up for Malay. :)

The ONLY thing I remembered bout last night was how SHOCKED I was when I stepped into my room.

I was from Wendy's room and wanted to go to my room to get my water bottle. So when I saw my room,the only thing that I was focusing on was my red black pole for pole vault cos it looked REALLY creepy from outside plus only my table lights were on. So when I walked in,just as I passed the door by a little bit,I saw this figure stopped right beside me. So I screamed and ILMA.... With her green towel screamed also and shouted "HABIBAH!" with BIG eyes. I almost had a heart attack. Worse still,it was lights out already. So we started rolling on the floor and laughing about the incident. And was still laughing when we both were washing up. HAHAHAHA!
Slept at 2am talking to Wei Ning and Ilma. Was really tired so I slept and woke up at 4.30am to eat. Had REALLY bad tummy aches.

Went down for morning training at 6.50am cos I can't run and did pole vault. :D I can do it with my weak leg which is considered good. Yayza!

School was as per normal bla bla bla. Helped Jovi with his Three Gorges Dam assignment then went for physio to ice my leg. Ankle's getting better and I'm getting happier. :D

Slept in the room till like 4pm. Then folded my blanket,switched off the fans and left for home. The weather was hot and I was wearing my school uniform back. :/

Buka-ed at Simpang Bedok's Syed. Went to buy like snacks and snacks and snacks and met Suri. Gosh,it's been too damn long since I met her. But I didn't get to see Cik Yati though. Oh wells.

Now,I'm off to do some other things like I don't know what. Just waste time tonight. Will start doing work tomorrow after I wake up at like 12pm. HAHAH! :)

So have a good night earthlings! May it bring peace and joy tonight cos it's the FRIDAYSSSS! :D

2008-09-17T19:55:00.002+08:00

SSTing in the room feels so good although I do get distracted. I gotta revise for my Science test on Friday and yeah. Am having headaches and my neck is really pain. I have no idea why. I might just faint again but let's not hope so cos the feeling BEFORE you faint,sucks. :)

So yeap. Just bored and okay,whatever. :/

My heart aches just to see you being used by them;

& If only you knew.

2008-09-17T14:49:00.002+08:00

So I woke up today with a really really painful ankle. Like seriously. Was thinking whether to use the crutches or not for pre-dawn meal. So in the end I didn't. Went to the washroom to brush my teeth and the next thing I knew,I was already on the floor.

YES,I FAINTED.

My head hurt like HELLLLL a lot. I guess Ilma rushed in for me. Thank God she was there. If not I'll be lying on that floor for hours.. :/ Thanks Ilma! Appreciate it really really a lot. Love you loads! :)

Went for physio,iced,crutches were handed to me although I didn't really need it THAT much cos I was fine walking but maybe I needed just a little bit more of support. So yeah.

I am gonna flunk Math quiz on God knows what the hell is congruency and similarity.

Malay was okay. I did my Paper 2. Cos I missed school for Vietnam the other time.

So now I'm here trying to find Ep 4 of 90210.

ONE TREE HILL WAS FRIGGIN' SAD! I swear. Like I watched 5 minutes of the show and started crying already. It was THAT sad. I mean if you knew the characters well and stuff,you would be crying. Yes,I was crying like mad at the end of it. ESPECIALLY the last part. :( :(

Okay,shall go rest now. Good Day Earthlings!

2008-09-16T22:25:00.003+08:00

The blogger sprained her ankle today playing soccer. :/ That's all you need to know. And I hate it cos we'll be doing pole vault on Friday. Something I ACTUALLY love to do. And now,I won't be able to cos I won't be able to take off with my LEFT leg. :( Plus,I'm having flu so I would have fainted if my teammates didn't sit me down. So thanks people! :D

School was boring today.. Like I wanted to dieeee in English. Mr Jiow didn't come so I watched One Tree Hill on my iPod. :D :D Math was okay.

My mum bought drinks and Ramly burger for me. :D SO I ate in the dining hall after I ate my rice. :D Thank you. :)

Hin Ann just massaged me and she has REALLY powerful hands. And also has lame jokes with her like forever. Thanks for trying to release the TIGHT muscles. :D Although most of it were in the butt but thanks! :D

Okay,I am going to sleep now. Angela just hugged me like a few minutes ago and I SWEAR I don't and didn't know what to do... Goodnight!